Was catching up at Ang's 

then I sneezed 

and threw my foooking back out

rip

my youth is over

I was mid-juicy story too


Ang felt so bad she got out the metsal and volunteered to massage

me twice 😭💓
and then proceeded to offer me "water" aka soju

thissssss guuuuuuurl


Always a good hang tho
from us doing stretches on the floor to clutching our bellies

gasping for air from how hard we're laughing and then back to podcast-reflections

♥

The more I retell the story the more I'm like 

daaaaaaaym I thought I was petty and then there's you 

LOL


In the moment I brushed it off as your hurt side talking 

but as I look back I am mad that I went the civil&gentle route

while you decided to be a total dickhead about it. 
Was very caught off guard because I never expected/saw

that kind of behaviour from you but I guess thanks for showing me? 
Annoyed that I gave you so much grace and you 

thought that meant I was willing to be your emotional punching bag 

because you can't regulate your own emotions. 

How embarrassing for you.
Two hours of begging followed by a total shitfight.
What an absolute 180 flip though


Choosing not to stay mad about this anymore,

I can't control how someone reacts. 

I can only control the controllable 

and that's myself and my emotions. 


♥

Roasted by Becky

♥

No more clocking in those one day a week hours LOL

The breakup went on for 3hours 

rip 

I knew there was gonna be attempts to negotiate out of it but 

didn't realise how long and intense it would be tbh
Took me so much restraint to not make a joke of it to cut the tension.
Gonna take some time to process the last hour of it because 

I don't know what intentions were really meant from some of the stuff revealed. 

Thanks everyone for joining the ride the past year and sharing all the laughs

from all the icks, triggers and shock stories.
 Plenty of comedy material created along the way. 

Feeling very overwhelmed by all the love from my cousins and mates
😭🥰
My heart is so full right now.


Really blessed to have the girls who helped me 

process and arrive to the decision; Ando and Becky who have been so very patient listening 

to all my crazy stories/giving advice and to my cousins who were my other sounding board, validated me when I felt like I was going crazy but also kept me in line when I was toeing it. Can't wait for Hobart hehe

Last but not least s/o to Aaron who was only there for the beginning and end of this whole thing. 
Really feels like your timing in my life is impeccable. 
So grateful you scouted out the location, invited me to crash at yours, debrief/joke about it, 

holding my hand after and through the night, making sure I was okay. 
The best slumber party ever - even though you put me to work to 

help you set up your lights until midnight haha


I am lowkey excited to see what's ahead but I really want to stay suspended in this moment

because it feels like my cup is overflowing 😭😭💛

 

♥

UMMM so the decision has finally been made 😭
I feel kinda sad about it but relief that I don't have to

keep mulling over it anymore. 


The date and time has been set. 

Not the girls asking if they can come watch the breakup live 

rip

Blooody even Aaron's asking

^__________^

The VIP packages start at $500 guythsss. 
Front row seats, back stage passes and possible meet n greet. 


Been slowly breaking the news to people...

but seriously s/o to my girls, Ando and Aaron (HAHA)

Me telling my cousins that I'm saddd about missing the Hobart trip that we've planned...

👀👀 Thankfully they picked up the hint and somewhat emotional blackmail

and said we can go together instead lmaooo ily


♥

Youchube ; Not Like You - Adam Turley ft. Mason Murphy

 

♥

Ang crashing the anniversary dinner was 

spectacular HAHAHA 

My friends are feral.

Ngl I stressed him out a bit saying that the reservation got changed to table for 4

and then told him dw imma text them that they can't sit with us

😂😂


Me ditching his ass the next day to go reunite with Aaron

HAHAHAH
Spent 6 hours catching up and didn't even make it to kbbq dinner. 

Aaron: I've been going to the gym, have you not noticed?
Me: YOU'VE been going? I'VE been going.... 

Me: 👀 are we just better people apart 

lmao

I've missed us 😭
Thanks for olive branching 3 times HAHAHA

♥