ChanefulCuriousity

I didn't realise the hardest bit would be 

having to break the news to multiple people again and again and again.
Large majority being annoyed (a lot of wtf's) while I'm just tryna reassure them

that it's fineeeeee, overall the most decent and genuine one from my recents.

 Which looking back also probably didn't work in my favour cos I was 

so focused on that, it blinded me to how things were with the previous ones.
Guess it was also very telling when I was happy with one text every second day or so

lmao the less the better compared to others where I wasn't grasping for straws of how to reply.
Mia's right, I should feel excited not indifferent.


So I guess that's the lowlight of the week (reminder that you just never know

what's going on the other end)
On the other hand I guess highlight - I got to use this experience as an

opportunity to glorify God in answering my prayers to my non-Christian friends

♥