When you bump into ppl from the multi building

and they tell you how much happier you look

and it's only just your first week lmao

The weight of the mental stress from youknowwho has been lifted.

No longer dreading going to work ^_________^

Also so devo, trust that the one time Jen gets deployed

to my old ward I've already finished my rotation.
She was excited about getting sent too, thinking I was there until 

she realised I wasn't HAHAHAHA but legit

SO SADDDDD

But this week so far has been bliss

compared to the 6 months

My num and a few RNs be debating about sleeping on night breaks tho

LOL num was adamant that 10hrs wasn't hard to do
RN: 10 hours?! that's crazy! Of course we need to sleep during our break

I mean I don't even do night shifts so why am I even bothering
-nekkminnit my num drags me in asking if my other wards slept during their nights-
Me: UMMM. We made a bed and slept in the Sleep Study room.
Num: Sleep study room??!

Me: (deciding whether I should bring up the fact that I usually go to other wards

to visit my mates during night breaks HAHAHAHA)


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Youchube ; Zayn - Good years

judge me bish

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Feel so tired already and I'm only half packed for my trip

):
Like I wanna freeze my toes off overseas than spend 

another second in this insufferable heat but also

I just wanna sloth in bed

someone hype me up pls

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YASSSS I SURVIVED THE LAST 6 MONTHS

HOLLA

Was so hoping that my manager would forget that I had to do my

last performance appraisal but no such luck. 

Good thing it was better than last time,

maybe cos my care factor was zerrooo.

My colleagues be all: whatever she says don't worry, 

just brush it off and don't let it ruin your holiday

huhuhu

Manager: awww it's your last day with u-

Me: YESSSS! I'm so excited.

LOL

ended the appraisal with my manager asking me

if I had any questions for her or my educator or any advice 

I want from her, straight up NOOOOPE. I'm good thanks

HAHAHAHAHA  if anything you've taught me exactly 

what kind of leader NOT to be. thnxbutnothnx

Actually surprised that my CNC was annoyed at my manager&educator

for not saying/doing anything for my farewell. Then organised a last min afterwork get together

for me HAHAHAHA so cuuuuute, I swear. Of course the "get together" 

being a debrief about how asshole-ish the boss is.
Would have thought that as a clinical nurse consultant that her exp would be a little better

(hence my reluctance to rant about manager in front of CNC during my rotation)

but nah, she's just a dick to all

tl;dr we're all screwed over by said manager cos she's power tripping hard.

WELP. Here's to not having to deal with her ever again, hopefully.

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I miss you Thrizza you hoe

come backkkk ):

Bittersweet that you'll be starting NG this year cos

that means no more spontaneous trips with yo' uglayass

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Still pretty salty/petty about that topic.
Hate that I even feel like this

 or how awks it would be for me whenever we chill

but thanks Becky for confirming that it's not totally irrational of me

HAHAHAAHAHAHA ^___________^

I lubb you, ya butt. 

2 more weeks

I am so freaking stoked that there's only 2 more weeks

till my sweet freedom from my current hellhole.
So much so that I my dropkick attitude is showing...

Me: I ain't getting sick on my last night!

Manager: wait, is this your last shift with us??!

Me: no.... but it CANNN be if you want it to be (;

you can block off my shif- 

*manager chucks a dirty*

Tegan would be so proud of me now LOL :,)


I'm so looking forward to my performance review.

Seriously hope my new ward will be heaps better.

Gonna miss my pts tho and how independent they are HAHAHA

Missy Higgins - Arrow

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Always living in a constant state of nostalgia

Shoutout to Pam

When you absolutely dreaded being paired up with

your dropkick of a colleague only to find out

your senior work mate allocated unfairly so that you could avoid said colleague

and have a better day/shift

I LUBB YOU SO FREAKING MUCH PAMMMM

Also sorry Alex ROOOFL

taking one for the team, she was so pissed and annoyed the whole shift

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I sling 'em comebacks

I am a comedian and my own audience

with how often I manage to crack myself up,

especially today when I was flitting back to old messages and found a gem

(For a little bit of context)

So my cousin's mate shared her old uni notes with a classmate and 

upon later stalking (as you do) she found said classmate's twitter accnt and

recent sneak complisult tweet saying she smells like a 

neglected panini-head (which for one, lel but still kinda shitty). 

Me being present during this groupchat convo when my cuz was around

decided this was too juicey to miss out on and not put my 2 cents,

considering that the girl was conflicted on how she should respond to the tweet.

Also me being the shitstirrer that I am convinced my cousin to share my insult

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm fab

shutup

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Holidayz

Although NZ trip didn't quite work out I'm actually so

freaking excited for my roadtrip with Jennifer HAHAHA

like I know I shouldn't hype it up to avoid disappointment but I cannot.

FREAKING LOVE YOUU JENN!
HAHAHAHA like idk why am I even more excited about this trip than my
Jap&korea trip.

Also I didn't realise how many trips and plans I signed myself up for

so it looks like no days of slothing about for me in the near future zzz


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Nothing beats chill night shifts haha

There's me doing my Annual leave application paperwork

and on the next computer Theresa's there typing up her letter of resignation

HAHAHAHAHA ded

Practicing for her exit interview tho hahahaa

seriously hope she brings up all the shit about you-know-who


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Youchube ; Archer

New season sucks ass 

but what a series

 

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I heard you moved to Alice Springs

ROOOOFL

okay. 

Y u so butthurt

When you have nothing negative to say so you

bring up some bullshit feedback that has no relation to work performance

but cuz you're a sensitive ass bitch

No way you keeping me here after my 6 months.

Done my freaking time and getting my ass out asap.

Also notsure why you even tell me that you got a call

from my new manager about where I'm going after my program finishes

... what response did you expect from me??

"yeah I fcking hate it here, you being the number 1 reason. 

Doesn't take a genius to see why there are so many vacancies here"

Can't wait for my last appraisal tho LOL

my colleagues asking if I'm planning to stay

and when I tell them no straight up they're all disappointed and hurt

with "we're not that bad" HAHAHAHA yeah okay 

Still sad I won't be going back to my old ward tho

 as heartbroken as Jennifer when I told her 

wahhhh no more working together.

Leo and Xiu were full sad as well when I told them

there was no spot for me

MISS YOU GUIIISE ):

November, 

you have been one big flop.

 

Can't wait to be over you.

I'm so sad that I didn't get mid-Jan off ):
When I showed my RNs that I got christmas to early Jan off

they were lowkey jealous saying "you so young and you don't even have kids".
Yeah bro. I didn't even ask for this shit ass leave.

Feel kinda guilty cos been planning on NZ and group's been holding off

on tix because of me zzz

Can't even roadtrip anywhere cos everywhere's booked out ugh

Trust my mates to suggest spontaneous trip to americas and then 

reject it in the next breath LOOOL YOOOOOOOO

You know you guys shouldn't tempt my irresponsible, impulsive ass.

Did you forget about my oscar wylee trip. Much ragrets.

 And then trying to figure out when/where our next trip is with Mia and her

bloody expensive ass school holidays period and my unpredictable leave

is a headache and a half. Nothing beats her proposal tho

Mia: one of us has to sacrifice our career for our twentytwenty trip. 

And it's not me cos my mum called me crazy after I mentioned quitting

 since I only just got the new contract.

You're something else

♥

When my coordinator and I are 

going through my list of options of

where I can go after NG program and telling me

how my num is happy to take me on.

I'm sure she freaking is but no thanks.

There's no way I'm staying even if it's somewhat decent.
I mean does it say much when everyone breathes a sigh of relief

knowing she won't be in. Not even gonna mention about my A/L and swaps.

Making an issue outta a non-issue.

And the time when Irene told me to get out asap when I bumped into her LOOOL

Wise words from RN2. 

I'm not saying that I didn't see this coming

but it doesn't sting any less to hear it. 

Just keen to get my ass outta level 6

Youchube ; Phil Wickham - Till I found you

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