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The devil works hard but Tanya works harder with trying to find me my husband

lmaooo

She a real one


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I didn't realise the hardest bit would be 

having to break the news to multiple people again and again and again.
Large majority being annoyed (a lot of wtf's) while I'm just tryna reassure them

that it's fineeeeee, overall the most decent and genuine one from my recents.

 Which looking back also probably didn't work in my favour cos I was 

so focused on that, it blinded me to how things were with the previous ones.
Guess it was also very telling when I was happy with one text every second day or so

lmao the less the better compared to others where I wasn't grasping for straws of how to reply.
Mia's right, I should feel excited not indifferent.


So I guess that's the lowlight of the week (reminder that you just never know

what's going on the other end)
On the other hand I guess highlight - I got to use this experience as an

opportunity to glorify God in answering my prayers to my non-Christian friends

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Being open about my dating stories with my colleagues and not so close friends

has been good and encouraging. 

Enough stories to help kickstart my standup career HAHAHA

 

But recently everyone's been giving me advice about my recent date

that a few comments got into my head and it was kinda giving me mad anxiety this week.
Was praying hard because there was so much uncertainty

and all the differing advice/inputs did not help. 

Did not want to end up in another situationship...
One of my church friends recounted how her mate would pray

for Him to "close the door" if the opportunity/person was not right.

And that was really helpful.

Praise the Lord because he answered and I finally got my confirmation.
A weight lifted off my shoulders 😊

On reflection I am thankful for the experience and made me realise my personal growth

of not looking back at things in regret, like I have in the past but be glad that I've gone through whatever

and learn from it.


Grateful it was in person and also for the gifts, the card was really cute
Not Aaron getting annoyed and pissed off tho 😂


Me not having a filter and blurting "Okay so this is giving exit interview vibes. Feedback time"
HAHAHAHAHA

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Really thankful for the birthday roadtrip with my high school friends. 

Even though we don't see each other as much and I admittedly have not put 

much effort into the friendship anymore but they still accept me 😭😭

Thank you guys for organising and not making me do 2hr+ hikes HAHAHAHA

Forgot why we originally chose that place but still had a good time nonetheless. 

 

       

 

The 200m hike was a scam though.... was not a easy hike at all.

More like 200m from falling to my death HAHAHA

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