Youchube ; Eminem - Key

Bruh people be sleeping on this track

I seriously cracked up so hard when this came on the MTBMB side b playlist.





at this point this dude just be having fun hahahahaa


♥

Offered to get deployed thinking that it'll be chill and my turn's coming up anyway

 nekkminnit get taken off screening then sent to cardiology 

big ooft I was like gg first time here and get my own patient load paired with agency AIN.

 The CNE be trying to reassure me with so much you'll-be-fines but 

I was like panicking inside thinking good luck to me and my patients rip

HAHAHAHA I later recounted to Paul that I was "sweating balls" no lie. 

Thank goodness the adn rings to send me to haemotology/onc not long after 

duuuude I was so happy hahahaha 

 I told my buddy RN that I was so relieved to be switched from cardio

She be sympathising with me hahahaha

was a good shift tbh

my buddy RN be tryna suss asking me if I wanted to leave my ward

and transfer to haemotology instead. Don't think I could have said no faster hahahaah

 ♥

Me trying not to be a smart ass during my appraisal and failing

Paul: What's your goal?
Me: Do my work, not make drug errors and go home
Paul: nono, like for your future?
Me: Retire?
Paul: WUT. You've only been RN for a few years?!
Me: I knowwww but Paul, I like to think looong term.


Spends like another 20minutes with him making my goals up for me hahaha
legit tho me trying to suss out whether he's keeping the crappy newgrad

and him trying to find out if there's any work drama he doesn't know about haha


♥

Surprised I actually completed my reading challenge

but now I have 4 book reviews to write 

and I'm procrastinating so hard on it.

 

notsure if I should set another challenge for 2021

cos this year was a struggle to even find anything good to read zzz

♥

MTBMB B side

UM WOT

is this an early Christmas gift?
Can't believe how many tracks got released.
Still haven't recovered from Kamikaze haha.


♥

When Paul calls to extend my annual leave (yay!)

and asks what I've been doing on my leave,

then follows up with telling me to go study and read PCF.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

bruh

Did he just go all Asian dad on me?

At least he told Amy the same too HAHAHAHA

We just like hahaha thankyou paul I'm hanging up now


He really gunning for me to do my postgrad
pls give up on me hahaha

I just want to retire

♥

Youchube ; Oh Wonder - I Wish I Never Met You

♥

Why did I think baking a pavlova

when it's 40s degree was a good idea

this heat be making me crazy,

but not crazy enough to go to the beach Mia (; 

HAHAHAHAHA
never

again

♥

Swear, every time my manager calls me on my day off

he's always like "Hello. Were you sleeping/did I wake you?"
even though it's almost always after 12pm

And he legit ended the phone call this arvo

with "Okay bye. Go back to sleep"

IT WAS 1:14PM

I feel so attacked right now

lmao

rip

♥

When your rosters finally sync up for a girls night with your workmates

yeye I'm so excited.

Also love how as soon as we locked down the date

my seniors be all "gotta buy an outfit then chane"

hahahahahaha bish i'm good

until I realised this ain't gonna be no casual pubcrawl
nekminnit the group's panicking that they got nothing to wear

so errrbody ends up shopping

hahahaha

well

well

well

How the turntables.


Also thanks Amy for being my personal shopper

HAHAHAHAHA (;



But I still refuse to be next to Nabina in photos,

ain't volunteering to look like a sack of potatoes nothnx


♥

Youchube ; Jessie Reyez - Great one

♥

Frantically checking out your cart

on the last 5 minutes of your break is not a cute look.

Also my seniors are the worst hypebeasts hahahaha

♥

 

I can't get A Little Bit Alexis outta my head 

and I'm not even mad hahahaha

can't get enough of Annie Murphy for writing this masterpiece

the extended version is an autotune nightmare tho


♥

She knows me well hahaha

When it comes to iconic or books

I just can't say no

♥

Everybody splooshes

Shut up cos Archer is back

-new better Cheryl making all the coma burns

-All the nods to Woodhouse, mainly Archer miss abusing him
(so selfish Woodhouse hahaha)


): also Ron


Gonna be a short season but I'm just glad we're outta the coma arc

♥

Thrizza showing me her maroubra snap during dinner

and then me regretting opening my big mouth


Me: Where's my sunrise date?
Thrizza: YOU WON'T EVEN WAKE UP

Me: I WILL. I've been sleeping heaps early lately
Thrizza: fine, wanna go tomorrow?
Me: ..................... okay?
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT MOMENT OF HESITATION

 

 

 

legit was notsure if she was tryna bait me to reject

 but also reconsidering waking up at 4am hahahaha
Glad I actually didn't bail tho cos been ages since I've done the coastal walk

♥

Silently judging you

Me trying to insult Becky in Canto

and it just becomes lost in translation.

I was legit doubting myself thinking

I didn't enunciate the words or my tones correctly
BRUHHHH still can't believe all the slangs/sayings that you don't know

 

Anyways,

aren't you glad/happy I didn't hang up shouting

I MAYO YOU
this time around? (;

 

also you still a butt hahaha

♥

g

♥

Youchube ; Montell Fish & Miles Carter - Give U More

♥

Best farewell gift

Every day Cathy just updating me on what new

info she has sussed out hahaha

And I can't even

LOL

The other day I heard her asking

 "What is that accent you have cos it doesn't sound hongkong-nese"
HAHAHAHAHA

I'm gonna miss this so much :,)

♥

Y U LEAVE 4

Counting down the days before CNC leaves us ):

legit ward gonna be so crap cos blind leading the blind

and nobody to tell the consultants off HAHAHA

When Cathy dropped the "I got a job offer" bomb

my heart dropped and had that rare dizzying This ain't real, I'm in a dream feel
Such a dog move Cathy!

Gonna miss a key member of our ubereats crew HAHAHA  

her dark humour, mothering us (cos she works with a bunch of kids lel)

rummaging through her drawer to find snacks she hid for herself/us.

Also who's gonna be around and appreciate when I make comebacks/say no and question the doctors

for some of their dumb ass plans and the proud "I trained her well, my mini-me" speech

HAHAHAHA

and of course gonna miss my wingman LOL
last 2 weeks left and she still tryna set me up with the new JMOs
no more "pssst oi hey he's pretty nice huh?"  HAHAHAHAHA

you're the best

but you still suck

♥

Booked two different roadtrips

and just hoping we don't go into lockdown again haha
plzzzzzz be good

♥

I know I've been putting it off...
I'm finally getting around to it

but at the same time I think I need a second opinion

cos I just can't seem to engrish.

YoU rEaD sO mUcH how can you not engrish?
LISTEN. I DON'T KNOW either okay

farout this gonna be like the time I opened up

about my ESL days and Becky giving me new complexes about it.
Am I going crazy if I still feel butthurt about it but can't stop smiling

over how it was a teeeeny bit funny (mostly for Becky anyway)

BISH I still can't believe how you so openly laughed at 7-10 year old me
RUUUUUUUUUUDE.
I know turnabout is fair play but broooooo

u suck HAHAHAHAHA

♥

Youchube ; Sure Sure - This Must Be The Place

Car rides of me DJing

and Thrizza being indifferent,

only for her to give obscure as clues

for the song she wants me to replay on our next date

♥

Didn't realise I had hangups from my childhood

until it was staring at me or more blatantly pass me.
Kinda ruined brunch for me since I couldn't help

but over internalise it. 

I know it says more about you than it does me 

but fuuuuuuck it doesn't make it any less easier

Albee

Silly little man

 

♥

Momos, cheeseboard and dranks

10/10 worth the sickie

Tash be like can we do a roadtrip instead of drinking nonstop next time

HAHAHAHAHA

but yuuusss so down

Had a really fire convo with my ola driver

it was all goodvibes and shit (see: tipsy chatty)
until he decided to shoot his shot

and I decided to try ghosting the convo irl

Him: ............ wow

HAHAHAHAHAHA
I felt so bad bruh
becky pls validate me lel

♥

When you tell your gp you'll see him

in a few weeks but then he tries to get your procrastinating ass in line

and plans your followup for next week if you get your referral appointment booked tomorrow 

...not knowing that I have a 2 day bender planned starting after this gp visit

HAHAHAHAHA good try but not likely 

♥

 I’m very certain that everything will fall into place. 

My gut is telling me it's almost there. 

But “almost” doesn’t help me sleep at night.

♥

Youchube ; Oh Wonder - Ultralife

♥

yeye hangs with Sheetal my beetle/my lobster/hand twin
thanks for the trek hehe

Dis gurl legit cracks me up so hard and then in the next second

she gets so deep and wise, I can't even.
Always one of the best storytellers.


Still remember that one time when our uni peeps were tryna convince us 

to get early dinner after tutes. But since Sheetal didn't see them as more than classmates given that they were on different wavelength she didn't even bother to come up with an excuse lmao

Sheetal: sorry I can't come
Cindy: Why?
Sheetal: I have to go home and nap

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

♥

 Came home after PM shift with all the lights out

and mum watching TV with just candles...

only for her to explain she's holding vigil for June 4th

bruh this woman and her protests even when she ain't in HK

As more laws are passed to suppress the voices of HK

the Tiananmen square massacre will not be forgotten

♥

You would think I'd be close to finishing my reading challenge

by leaps and bounds, especially with all the extra time of me not eating out every weekend

but then I got stuck in the rabbit hole of aita

and bruuuuuuuuh the juice
HAHAHAHA

♥

Synergy

When you've been working with the airhead workmate

so much that you're now on the same wavelength,

living in each other's head and finishing their sentences

legit feels like we sharing one brain LOL
halp

♥

So instead of sleeping in preparation for my night shift

I decided to embrace the world of online shopping hahaha

what a quick downward spiral

walk into work like "guuysss I couldn't sleep cos of the iconic"

Them: ... how much is the damage this time
HAHAHAAHA




^________^

and I'm still bloody at it on my days off

pls help

♥

Youchube ; Jessi - Arrived

♥

Foodventures with Thrizza

Finally getting our craving fix
and for once not suffocated at the SFM
and then there's our indecisive butts who can't decide on a park.
Legit driving in circles and missing our roundabout exits
and then we're like "oh hey what's this gate on the right"
nekminnit we end up at bicentennial park.
Literally driving into the park with us being so happy like God showed us the way
HAHAHAHA
"He really took the wheel"


Also thanks bb for not making me drive
HAHAHAHAHA I was getting hella anxious
just thinking about the city trip
and my colleagues be offering me support hahahaha so sad
^_________^ (insert amy probably shaking her head in disappointment)

♥

Going to work nowadays be a battle,

me trying not to get sucked into the cult

aka the animalcrossing crew at work

hahahaha

Legit I know myself and my addict personality so nothnx

Would be sucked in and then go all hard out

only to emerge a few days later and think "what am I actually getting outta this"
and then give up on the game.


On the other hand, getting so much blame for being a

bad influence when online shopping at work
HAHAHA


♥

Always a good night with you

Made dinnerplans with db and Mia
nekminnit Thrizza realises she actually has extra day off instead of work
today and I'm so cut cos herro haven't seen my foodventure buddy in 4eva

Thrizza: thought I had work today but actually on ADO ffs

Me: HAHAHAHA BISH YOU SHOULDA TOLD ME
Me: I'm off today
Thrizza: HAHAHA 

Thrizza: WELL

Thrizza: WE CAN HAVE DINNER LMAO

Me: I already made plans
Me: so sad

All dressed and ready before 5 and then the group lastmin cancels
nekminnit calls Thrizza "Hey... so what are we having for dinner?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
thanks bb you da best, always a good catchup sesh with you
 and once again fill the table with food & get judged LOL

and yassss gonna see Oh Wonder again this year with Thrizza
^____________^  Keenbeann, pls have better merch
Also NZ 2021 leggo hahahaha
Swear Thrizza, this better not be Jap&korea all over again

Always a good night when you exceed the parking
and then spend another 2 hours outside your house shooting the breeze in the car

Thanks for trekking
lubb you heaps

♥

A team

One of the seniors asked Amy if I was okay/something wrong

because I was "quiet" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Amy told me later and I was like
nah I was just actually tryna do my work for once

nekminnit amy and I fake sprinkling pt's holy water at each other

pls carry me LOL

Working with the A team on a weekend PM shift

and you get errrthing done before 8pm

so you can be piggies and order bubbletea

Got to see Jen on her ward while borrowing meds
but didn't stay long cos the fake duo be working
and poor Jen was so over them that she snapped
"you coming to visit was the best moment of my shift"
HAHAHAHAAHA melted
Y U B so cute for

♥

Youchube ; Oh Wonder - Drunk on you

Gonna pretend like the last album, Ultralife doesn't exist cos

OW3 is seriously so good. probably my fave of all their albums

So keen for their tour this year -nudgenudgeThrizzamaeeeee-

;)

♥

Happy Birthday Jenniferrrr!

Can't wait to celebrate many more birthdays and dinner dates

with you. You made 2018 so much more tolerable

and can't forget our spontaneous portstephens trip

even tho we barely knew each other back then hahaha

you're the best mate/driving instructor/almost gymbuddy

anyone could ask for. So glad we managed to

surprise you even tho your omma told you spoileralert we were downstairs

hahahaha.

You cutiepatooooootie
GCS 3 or not would be there to hold your plastic bag when needed lmao

you may now cringe cos

SARANGHAEE

♥

"Sozzz everyone" - Jen

When the plan was pres, opera bar and then Carter/maybe embassy

But then Jen ends up blacking out after the bar 

and all eight of you guys spend 2 hours tryna sober her the fk up

to get to Carter before giving up and hoping you could just get her to wake up

enough to catch a cab home


So proud of Alexi for stepping up tonight HAHAHA

Really did not expect it from him given all the shit talk

but so glad bruuuhhh you aighhhht

Also, Jen... the bruise on your forehead is on us 

for not catching you in time as you fell from the bench 

but all the bumps at the back of your head is from your Khoi

tryna get you to lean up against every pole when we needed a rest stop 

from carrying you

LMAO

"wake up you're not GCS 15 anymore! Hello??! 

you can't pass out, we're not even at carters yet!"

Can't believe I swapped my shift for this HAHAHAHAHA

Jen, you're never living this down soz

Never sobered up so fast in my life

♥

Really keen for the coming weeks
gonna be playing mahjong errrday(almost)

^_________________^

Also you can suck a fat one carrie lam,

well once you done untethering from CCP's teat
same goes for hkpf thugs

♥

When you find out that the one coworker

with volumes of issues does not believe

in climate change

lmao

notsure notsure

But kinda on par with your whole brand HAHAHA

Albee

cutie patootie

been a while since I've had Brunner's and man what a throw back

to retail days, don't judge me hahaha

♥

When your appraisal is coming up and

you're wondering whether to bring up all the work drama

and calling out lazy ass people hahaha

bruh my manager is going to have a shocker cos the two other

appraisals he has this week are gonna be full on ranting/complaints

and someone's gonna "drop a bomb" on him.
gg

during our impromptu ward meeting I hinted

that he wouldn't have to worry about us having too many staff with all the 

maternity ppl returning cos he fosho gonna be understaffed by end of this year 

HAHAHAAHAHA and that terrified look he had

Don't be sleeping cos

Em be dropping his album

like it's nobody's bizz

Still not over The Ringer haha

"double entendre"

HAHAHAHAHA

♥

My bebes on wheelz

♥

When you make one yumcha date and suddenly

you realise you're booked for 3 yumcha dates in the same week lmao rip

Doing heaps of PM shifts so gonna be hard to make last minute

outings/dinners so BLESS my surg fam for rescheduling the kbbq dinner

cos I was already fomo-ing hard hahahaha SO EXCITED 

Also biggest shoutout to Amy HAHAHAHAHA
She was getting sick and I pleaded so hard with her not to call
in sick the next afternoon cos she was the only good one on.
Promised I'd take care of her and carry the team and she'll only have to do rounding LOL
but I kinda gave up when Khoi be texting me how sick she was getting
So imagine my surprise when she rocks up all drugged up
^________^ you da best keumkeum and pseudoephedrine HAHAHAHA

Dun snort the crushed loraz huhuhu

♥

Let's not forget

while #ScottyFromMarketing was enjoying the fireworks

and celebrating because fighting spirit and all,
Australia was/is still burning because of his inaction.

This is not normal.

This is unprecedented fire disaster.

This is climate change. 

just when we thought Abbott was shit, Scomo proves us all wrong.