Sunday, 29 December 2019

Butthurt

wowowowowwow
copping so much from Becky right when she 
about to end the call HAHAHAHAHAHA
VINEGAR BISH I SAY VINEGAR

Legit the burns started after me saying 2013 was 7 years ago
and then immediately hoping that she didn't hear me say that 
BUT NOOOOOOPE. 


How the tables have turned 


I don't like these apples very much

Still can't believe you laughed at me and my life story
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm already at my most vulnerable after reading ya know what
 how dare youuuu attack meeee
I'm very hurt for my 7 year old self

So rudeeeeee. Ending a 6 hour call with so much flak/judgement
I only make fun of you based off lies LMAO
not the same ): 

you da hoe
your dumb is rubbing off on me

Thursday, 26 December 2019

BOOOOOOKS


Actually stoked I've completed my reading challenge/goal
HAHAHA
And then I look at my pasts challenges and the downtrend is crazy

2017 - 180 read out of 80 books goal
2018 - 123 read out of 90 books goal
2019 - 99 read out of 95 books goal


2017 was a good year hahahaha
could only imagine how much more I would have completed
if I got serious about it again in 2013 bruuuuuh

It's getting harder for me to pick books up tho
cos I'm finding myself being really picky and narrowing down my genres
and plots

Friday, 20 December 2019


Gonna miss you Maria, your cheekiness 
and greeting each other with much gusto in the morning
followed by your answering smile

Ciao bella


Wednesday, 18 December 2019


Legit gonna spend my weekend recovering in bed 
after this week

Thursday, 12 December 2019

I kinda struggle separating work with social
cos whenever the lazyass people from work ask to
meet and hang outside of work
I'm like bro r u srs
I'm trying my best already to not deck your ass.
As nice of a person as you probably are outside of work-
 I am not. So pls shove your invite into your pile of never ending, unaccomplished tasks
and pull your ass outta your head and get your shit together

thnx

Sunday, 8 December 2019

Summer heat is here so please lower
your expectations with any plans where I'm involved




Wednesday, 4 December 2019


Actually digging OW's new releases 
can't wait for the album and their next syd tourr
oii Thrizza nudgenudge (;


Monday, 2 December 2019

pls don't judge
but I'm actually having mahjong withdrawls lmao
My auntie bought a mahjong table so
that whenever I go visit we could play HAHAHA
LOVE!

"SAFEEEEEE"

Saturday, 30 November 2019

yeye escape room with work peeps and we actually
managed to succeed with 4 mins left on the clock (lol the uni one was such a fail)
Legit Scott our only guy carrying the team hahaha yasss gwailo go gettt itt
All over it like a rash! While we were just happy to be there lmao

Can't wait for our next one but pretty sure we're all gonna call dibs on Scottio


Friday, 29 November 2019

Tuesday, 26 November 2019

Deep Conversations with Becky

I know how much you lubb me,
noooooo matter how much I annoy ya.
So thanks for tolerating me HAHAHA
You're way better than mayonnaise




(;

Monday, 25 November 2019

 
I think I was so reluctant to let go
because... if I did then was any of it even real?


but now


It just doesn't matter anymore


Sunday, 24 November 2019

Kinda ragret dogging work farewell/dranks
for kcrew christmas party hahahaa
Was bit meh but kinda good seeing errrbody again
REUNITED WITH ERIC :,) 
so happy seeing my brudda Kim, miss working with each other haha
ppl be reminding me how much I stressed over my tables
HAHAHAHAHA tryna hit up Dylan to get shifts 


Wish you were there Lydia


Saturday, 16 November 2019

You're a total derp but I love you


I LUBB U 2 ALBEEE plz dun hate meee

Wednesday, 13 November 2019

HKPoliceTerrorism

It is disturbing to see the blatant disregard of the law from those
who are meant to enforce it. No one is above the law.
 HKPolice seen storming into private premise without a warrant to 
search and arrest. Those targetted are mainly young people, protestor or not.
To see what happens while police are on camera, one cannot even begin to imagine
 what happens at police stations where there are no cameras to hold them accountable.
The rape allegations and other assaults are coming to light.
(google 16 year old HK police)
To have people go missing only for their bodies to turn up in apparent "suicide",
another open and close case, nothing suspicious as per HK police. 
Even if their deaths do not match with the injuries on them.
It is chilling to see the latest video of a normal civilian being arrested at the lobby
of her own residence and to see that she has to tell the camera her name, 
having no current injuries and nil intention to commit suicide while she is being arrested.
Shocking yet is seeing others arrested and having the HK police cover their mouth to prevent 
them from telling the cameras their name or ID number.

This is HKPoliceTerrorism.
Now more than ever Hong Kong's fight for democracy is crucial.
Look at what happened to the Uyghurs or Tibet





Five demands and not one less

Sunday, 10 November 2019

A/L

When you get last minute annual leave cos your study course got cancelled
so you book a road trip to see your cousin's dog
HAHAHA I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED 
HE'S THE CUTEST THING EVER
I CAN'T AJSFKAHGA
I'm not even sorry about the future dogspam on my snapstory
Seriously obsessed with this doggo
(still ruff you tho albee)


Told my Ate and work mum and they be like : oh good you can see
your aunty and play mahjong
lmao awyiiiiiisssss



Saturday, 9 November 2019

Stand with Hong Kong

My heart broke when my older cousin from Hong Kong
was talking about the chaos happening and started tearing up about the 
young protestors trying to fight for their future.
Imagine, a 40 something year old guy choking back on his tears talking 
about the next gen of HK and their compassion.

To see video after video of HK police dish out violence and brutality
to citizens just has my blood boiling.  Of course it is not to excuse violence coming 
from any side but police enforcing reasonable force has become a thing of the past?
To see your own colleague attack a citizen only to deny said violence and say police
were kicking a "yellow object" is just disgusting.
Peaceful protests are very often only turned chaotic and violent when police arrive to the scene.
For locals, especially the elders to come out and berate the police says a lot.
Protests that are asking for five fairly reasonable demands to be met
are ignored over and over. If HK police has done right by its citizens then
having an independent commission investigating both sides of 
police and protestors shouldn't be an issue... right? 
Why mask yourself and hide you ID number. 

For the news to break that University student Chow has died from "falling from a car park"
and have police deny being at the scene during time of incident only to be contradicted by dash cam footage of police exiting the same car park is astounding. 
HK will mourn but the world is watching.

Where is the conscience of HK police? Have they become CCP dogs now?

My parents left Hong Kong for the very fear that Tiananmen square massacre will repeat
itself. A lot of people do not understand why HK is fighting so hard but add oil! 


Thursday, 7 November 2019

Talking to my GP mate like

Me: I'd really like to see you dice an onion
Him: yeah but I can't do it now until I get my wrist fixed cos of the pain. They said I have to wear like a splint or something
Me: who's they?
Him: I told myself...

My brother and I just cracked the fuck up
THIS KID HAHAHAHAHAAH what the heck he just bullshitting without hesitation


Monday, 4 November 2019


Life was rushing full speed ahead.
Yet I was stubbornly stuck searching

 for the one thing that continued to elude me



Monday, 28 October 2019

Victim Impact Statement - Chanel Miller

When the transcript was nothing short of powerful
and then you hear and feel the injustice all over again
-- hear her voice



 Know My Name - TBR list

Monday, 21 October 2019

Deep Conversations with Claresta

Found this oldie but goodie
LOOOL them kmart retail days when I took every opportunity to annoy/sass our manager Tegan




Kinda miss my kcrew

Tuesday, 15 October 2019

The past few weeks have been nothing but eating out and playing mahjong
HAHAHAHAHA pretty sure my canto has never been better

kinda sad that my GR stats has dropped tho
might be the first year I don't complete challenge 

Friday, 4 October 2019

My dedicated matchmaker

That one time when we had to get a surgical reg 
to come review a large cysts on someone's back
and ahhh man gotta love Cathy for sending me to "assist" the reg LOOL

Me coming outta the room like

Cathy: So... how was it?
Me: Oh it was great, so much came out when he aspirated
it was like mayo coming out!
Cathy: ....... I did not need that description right before lunch.
I sent you in there with him cos the reg is cute,
don't you think?
Me: oh... yeah he's aight
Cathy: You make my job so hard

HAHAHAHAHA bless

Wednesday, 18 September 2019

Thrizza: You need to watch this spanish series, they have it in eng too
Me: Is the dub good?
Thrizza: just... don't look at their lips




Can always count on ya for spontaneous foodventures
acting like we live super close to each other HAHAHAHAHAHA
Step on it guuuuurl ;)


Saturday, 14 September 2019

Makes me feel warm&fuzzy

When Jennifer gets so excited that you got
deployed to her ward for morning shift and she screams your name mid-handover as soon
as you walk into the room, even tho she on night shift

you cute nugget
 lubb you heapssss


Wednesday, 4 September 2019

My heart still feels so heavy
and I didn't think it would effect me like it did
but like my CNC says some just hits us more than others, when we least expect it to.
We knew it was happening and most likely very soon but far out, 
she snuck one past us when J was out getting coffee.
The dam just broke and I had to leg it outta there and straight to the toilet

 when J walked back in saying
"you cheeky girl, you know I love you right"


RIP M.M

 

Thursday, 1 August 2019

When Thrizza legits tempts me to 
go Melbs for our foodventure weekend
in the name of birthday


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA- actually


Nah yeah nah lets do nz first

lubb ya crazy bish

Saturday, 20 July 2019

Been saying I need to study for like the last few months 
and now that all the new people are starting I REALLY needa study



                                                                             ...while I open an Iconic tab

Saturday, 13 July 2019

Gallon was so meh
at least the drinks were somewhat decent.
Jen&Mel left early cos morning shift and 
I was tempted to join their ride but thought I still had a few more 
drinks left in me and bloody shelley&sashi telling me that 
we'll leave together after a few more rounds....
Me remembering all the times where there's never a "few more"
with the latter group while still saying yes to staying longer.

nekminnit

ends up at the Cliffdive with the group
because bloody Alexi wanted to go clubbing and persuaded (with little effort) Shelley.
Emmanuel and I were pretty over it within the first half hour
and then there's Shelley "promising" to leave after 2am.
Thank goodness we bumped into more work peeps and
Bless Peter G for getting all those rounds.
Real talk tho you can take the boy outta UK but 
you can't take the white boy dance moves outta him.
Anyways, what does it say about me when I legit couldn't be more happier
when Emmanuel got kicked out (for arguing with staff being rude)
cos it finally meant we could get the hell out of dodge.
THANK YOU EMMANUEL

Kinda glad I stayed back but 
also learnt my lesson to always leave with Jen
HAHAHAHAHA

Friday, 31 May 2019

When you sass your patients so much even your compliments
reflect it


Patient: You're a ratbag! I like you

Truly outdone myself

Friday, 10 May 2019

Work drama be so spicey even I can't deal
Ranted about the acting CNE to S who I got teamed up with
only for her to reveal "Yeah I don't agree either but believe it or not we are actually good friends"
and I'm lowkey shocked into silence because hell no am I backtracking what I said but also suss cos my vibe about the A-CNE ain't good

Nekkminnit num pulls S aside for a talk about smth that took bloody an hour.
Then my student be telling me she saw the A-CNE standing outside the num's door
tryna eavesdrop. If that isn't bad enough S comes out teary telling me that 
her "friend"/A-CNE actually said some shit about her to the num, when the A-CNE knew 
they were gonna have a serious meeting about workstuff beforehand.
wowowowowowowow
There my coworker is having a mini-breakdown about whatever the meeting was about
and coming to terms that her "friend" is an actual dog.
And then there's me tryna decide if I should tell her what the student saw.

Lets just say work is gonna be interesting
even if it's been pretty shitty lately.

And I'm looking forwards to the reaccs or be sorely disappointed with
fake ass people and their many faces

It's been real.

Friday, 3 May 2019

Thrizza be planning that almost-weekly foodventures
and I'm so annoyed we didn't plan earlier
cos we gonna be foodcrawlinnng
and now it's too late to start fasting 






also been a real shitty friend to my other mates cos I'm M.I.A 
and radio silent. Feels bad but I just can't find the effort after work...

Monday, 22 April 2019

wowowowow
My cousins be baiting me to go korea again
acting like he didn't just ditch our ass this year
for jobhunt/juryduty/housemoving

notsure notsure

Kinda keen but kinda wanna save and be lazy

Saturday, 20 April 2019


Sozz but Lilley's Lunatics is a flop for me

Sunday, 17 March 2019

When you enjoying work dinner but then people be
stirring drama up.

Honestly, I need to rant/get this off my chest because all the shit
I've heard ain't cool and especially what you tried tonight.

People been telling me how disappointed they were that
I wasn't the one coming back and asking how come you got chosen
over me and every time I've answered honestly saying you
deserved the spot more cos of critcare rotation.
But I'm really sick of you telling others shit you didn't hear
 from me, telling people how much I "love pall". 
Not to mention how you told the num straightout something I told you in confidence.
(Gotta love Jen when she got so worked up when I told her about all this LOL)
And then tonight you try and start shit with your mate whispering to me
that you think I'm pissed at you all because I didn't hug you??!?!
Just. Shut up and take a seat with your highschool ass drama okay.
 Yet when I tried to make small talk so you'd know I wasn't being petty or pissed
at you, I get the best gesture. Don't play it off as a joke
when we both know there was more truth than joke. 
 You can't even be real for a second.
I'm so done with you and your mate.
Fake ass bitches gotta stick together is what it is,
and I'm so glad people aren't actually blind to it.
With the amount of shittalk you do it doesn't take a lot
to figure out how toxic the pair of you are.
I'm done

Sunday, 10 March 2019


Actually managing weekly foodventures with Thrizza
cuz we cute like that HAHAHAHA nah seriously
so happy we ain't drifted


Casually asking Thrizza how she liked my driving (cos I'm usually her passenger)
 like I didn't just sweat my balls off tryna make a tight head-in parking a second ago
HAHAHAHAHA

"THRIZZA HELP MEEEE. WHICH WAY DO I TURNNN.
I'M SWEATING SO BAD RIGHT NOW. I'M SWEATTTTTTINNNNGGGG.
IS IT TOO LATE FOR YOU TO TAKE THE WHEEL??! SPOT ME GUURRRRL"


Thursday, 7 March 2019

Feeling so burnt out already lolwut
Can't deal with all the morning shifts

but hands down so blessed to have such an amazing num

Thursday, 21 February 2019


When you bump into ppl from the multi building
and they tell you how much happier you look
and it's only just your first week lmao
The weight of the mental stress from youknowwho has been lifted.
No longer dreading going to work ^_________^

Also so devo, trust that the one time Jen gets deployed
to my old ward I've already finished my rotation.
She was excited about getting sent too, thinking I was there until 
she realised I wasn't HAHAHAHA but legit
SO SADDDDD
But this week so far has been bliss
compared to the 6 months

My num and a few RNs be debating about sleeping on night breaks tho
LOL num was adamant that 10hrs wasn't hard to do
RN: 10 hours?! that's crazy! Of course we need to sleep during our break
I mean I don't even do night shifts so why am I even bothering
-nekkminnit my num drags me in asking if my other wards slept during their nights-
Me: UMMM. We made a bed and slept in the Sleep Study room.
Num: Sleep study room??!
Me: (deciding whether I should bring up the fact that I usually go to other wards
to visit my mates during night breaks HAHAHAHA)


Wednesday, 20 February 2019

Saturday, 2 February 2019

Feel so tired already and I'm only half packed for my trip
):
Like I wanna freeze my toes off overseas than spend 
another second in this insufferable heat but also
I just wanna sloth in bed

someone hype me up pls

Thursday, 31 January 2019

YASSSS I SURVIVED THE LAST 6 MONTHS
HOLLA

Was so hoping that my manager would forget that I had to do my
last performance appraisal but no such luck. 
Good thing it was better than last time,
maybe cos my care factor was zerrooo.
My colleagues be all: whatever she says don't worry, 
just brush it off and don't let it ruin your holiday
huhuhu

Manager: awww it's your last day with u-
Me: YESSSS! I'm so excited.

LOL

ended the appraisal with my manager asking me
if I had any questions for her or my educator or any advice 
I want from her, straight up NOOOOPE. I'm good thanks
HAHAHAHAHA  if anything you've taught me exactly 
what kind of leader NOT to be. thnxbutnothnx

Actually surprised that my CNC was annoyed at my manager&educator
for not saying/doing anything for my farewell. Then organised a last min afterwork get together
for me HAHAHAHA so cuuuuute, I swear. Of course the "get together" 
being a debrief about how asshole-ish the boss is.
Would have thought that as a clinical nurse consultant that her exp would be a little better
(hence my reluctance to rant about manager in front of CNC during my rotation)
but nah, she's just a dick to all
tl;dr we're all screwed over by said manager cos she's power tripping hard.

WELP. Here's to not having to deal with her ever again, hopefully.

Sunday, 27 January 2019

I miss you Thrizza you hoe
come backkkk ):

Bittersweet that you'll be starting NG this year cos
that means no more spontaneous trips with yo' uglayass

Saturday, 19 January 2019


Still pretty salty/petty about that topic.
Hate that I even feel like this
 or how awks it would be for me whenever we chill


but thanks Becky for confirming that it's not totally irrational of me
HAHAHAAHAHAHA ^___________^
I lubb you, ya butt. 

Thursday, 17 January 2019

2 more weeks

I am so freaking stoked that there's only 2 more weeks
till my sweet freedom from my current hellhole.
So much so that I my dropkick attitude is showing...

Me: I ain't getting sick on my last night!
Manager: wait, is this your last shift with us??!
Me: no.... but it CANNN be if you want it to be (;
you can block off my shif- 
*manager chucks a dirty*
Tegan would be so proud of me now LOL :,)


I'm so looking forward to my performance review.
Seriously hope my new ward will be heaps better.
Gonna miss my pts tho and how independent they are HAHAHA

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