Wednesday, 26 April 2017

THANKS ERIC lubb u 4eva


HAHAHAHAA oh my gosh eric rang to let me know he got an email
asking for my reference and they gave like 6+ bloody hard questions 
that are in depth as heck. zzz Eric gonna be writing an essay
THANK YOU BRUDDAH ERIC, YOU DA BEST.
lubb you long timeeeeee
Seriously owe you one though


Friday, 14 April 2017


ugh I knew I should not have told you
ragrets

Wednesday, 12 April 2017

10/10 decison making

I was thinking that I needed to up my saving goal for this year since it seems like I'll reach it before end of year... and literally within the next mintute
Andrea: Do you know oh wonder?
Me: Nahh
Andrea: Damn they have a concert in july
Me: *listens to one of their song for 10seconds*
Me: how much?
Andrea: 60
Me: Okay. I'll go with you


HAHAHAHAHAHA srsly 10/10 decision making or I'm just a really good mate.
Not usually my genre and all their songs about love and stuff ehhh but they sound alright.
Ended up inviting Thrizza as well HAHAHA yayyy.


Monday, 10 April 2017

Praise the Lord


With new grad application approaching I have been stressing to the max
for the last few months, cos of my clinical referee- or lack thereof. 
Esp since it had to be someone of position manager/educator/facilitator.
I was banking so hard on my last placement's facilitator but that didn't work out too well.
On top of that some other things didn't go according to what I had planned either.
And this really reminded me of how naive I was to make my own plans,
instead of seeking guidance from God. 
Honestly, I'm ashamed to say for the past year or more I'd been neglecting God
so much and living my own life and my own ways.

I was stuck in a rut with constant worries over newgrad
and this seriously affected me every day (worrywart4eva).
It got to the point where I just couldn't deal anymore
and so I decided to ask and look for some guidance through the bible and praying.
I was never much of a bible-reader but somehow I found K. Krell's work on Genesis' book.
Legit going through verses and explaining/relating to real life/ prompting personal qs
and it seriously helped me get into my Quiet time. 
Through his chapter by chapter analysis, some of his quotes had really resonated with me
during my time of stress...

"It’s amazing how a personal crisis can improve one’s spiritual hearing. Often the bottom has to drop out before we’re ready to listen to God. He has to bring us to our knees so that there is no other place to look but up."

"Even though the circumstances of life may not seem to go our way, God is in control. He will orchestrate His purposes behind the scenes. We can lean on Him. He will be faithful to us."

Through my quiet time and regularly praying for guidance and trusting in Him,
it really was like a load was taken off my shoulder and I wasn't stressing as much.
and soon the answer to what I should do about my clinical ref was so obvious
but smth I didn't bother thinking about because it was just "as if" and also fear of rejection.
Anyway, I reached out to my past clinical facilitator (who were kinda flakey)
from a year ago through email
and during my procrastination stage of emailing (fear of rejection again) I was 
praying that I would trust that whatever happens would be within His plans
and that in the end it would all work out.

Yes. I worried over my email being ignored or replied too late and a bunch of other things
but I put all my trust in Him and prayed the morning I finally sent it. 
AND PRAISE THE LORD
Because when I checked after work in the afternoon there 
was an email reply sitting in my inbox. 

What I guess I'm trying to say is,
I am so grateful that someone as undeserving as me
am able to experience blessings from God.
And that despite me veering off the path, He is always there waiting with open arms
to accept me and take my troubles away and comfort me.
I'm just awed at His grace and love for me. 

Sunday, 2 April 2017

Adventures with Angelica ; Twenty one Pilots

Honestly a year ago I was pretty excited for the tour but was so legit over it today
Was defs not feeling them after the excessive radioplay soz

21P legit tween domination tho HAHAHAHA so embarro
kiddies all dressed up as the stressed out vid while me getting out of my jammies
was like solid effort already on my part HAHAHA. Ang and I were all "this better finish at 11.
Can't wait to go home. Not keeeen."
But I think once it started we were pretty psyched.
So glad they played most of their Regional at Best/Vessel album and addict with a pen


 so salty about merch tho
peeps wore better merch than what they were selling zzz
also, so over the red theme LOOL shoulda bought during twentytwelve tour when
logo was still good.

Ang giving me the disapproving mother look while I prank my work mate HAHAHA




buuuut anyways. no ragrets GOOOD NIGHT. 
LOCKING ANGELICA DOWN FOR MILK CARTON KIDS YEYE
KEEN FOR THEM INDIE FOLK. AND THEIR BANTER

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