Brunch with Chloe

No sway.

Should not look half as innocent as she does

considering what she was spewing about a moment prior.

♥

Lydia, you make my nights!
You can run me over with 'em cages any day HAHA

bludgeday errday with my fave Leb.
Same amount of trust you have with me and anything sharp

as I do with you and toothbrushes.

Stayaway.

- - -

Can you hear my wind chimes (;
HAHAHAHAHA

♥

Mark calls Blair the OT, Forever Young

 HAHAHAHAHAHA

♥

Adventures with steph

Pre good sesh with Steph today.

Preparing myself for the hellish 2 weeks ahead.

see youuuu guise in a bit.

♥

Things about Sarah...

That time when Sarah tried to break into the senior room cos the door
was locked, with all nine of us in there and no one moved...
only to watch her struggle and annoyance build.

Year 7s just walking by watching her too.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

Good times.

♥

Guiiiiise,

I'm so desperato to roadtrip right now.

I even told Lyds who has to sit for makeup exam at canberra's uni campus

that I would happily tag along for the 3 hours drive / greyhound ride.
HAHAHAHAHA FREAKING CANBERRA.
HOW LOW HAVE I STOOPED.

But it would be a pretty amazing roadtrip with my habibi nonetheless.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

♥

WHO DAT SEXY HEAD ft. João

Hey João,
you're my new emoji.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
HEY SEXY

;)

HEY

didn't think I would post it, did you.

Don't forget the tissue and lube (;
HAHAHAHA

♥

When you bomb your ncop exam 

but your only response is to text
the person sitting in front of you with

No shame HAHAHAHA

Glad she didn't get weird on me since I barely know her LOL

♥

Moving to Melbourne
brb

♥

Mum the matchmaker

Having a sort of DnM pillow talk with mumma,

before she starts listing all the selling points of

a long time family friend's son.

Apparently a 10/10 husband-material who she strongly approves

if I ever thought of dating him.

Mum: *in canto* You should really consider! He's so attentive, family-centered,
he seems to li-
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OKAY MUM. THE DOOR'S THAT WAY.

♥

Deep Conversations with Sarah

Sarah and her not-so-functional brain since much saddening event.
Almost getting on the wrong train and missing her own stop HAHAHA
WHY CAN'T YOU MULTITASK.
Convincing her that she is living her life in black and white panels LOL

 

;)

♥

Adventures with Sarah -studysesh

HEHEHE being nerds with sarah on sunday yeye. 

Sozz I'm not familiar with my own campus. I don't understand how people have to trek it

all the way to the city just to get some study done lel
Sarah's all: I need to play a bit before I get down to studying and then she takes a study nap. 

Oh my gosh. Nothing has changed in 3 years. HAHAHAHAHA
Still can't believe I had to explain to her about her own favourite book.
LOL HOW COULD YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHO THE GUY WAS IN THE END.
Howww.
Anyways, I'm equally disappointed for the both of us that it didn't

reach my top reads );

ANNNNND 

can't believe you waited that long to tell me such

important news just so you could see my reaction.

UGH. jokes. Bit glad.

I would've been heaaaps awks HAHA.

Looking forward to our next study sesh ^___________^

Hope you feel better soooon mah halfie thirdwheel

♥

Adventures with Albee

♥

Patissez you more disappointing than my entire existence

 GUYS
Patissez is nothing but a disappointment!

So overhyped.
Can you believe I waited an hour + for my takeaway drink order.

WHAT THE ACTUAL SHIT MAN.
The cashier guy could have given a heads up on the time it would take, but I wouldn't

put it pass him since he seems to be lacking in customer service altogether. 

His attitude alone cheapened the experience altogether.

They kept serving the people with tables first and 70% of people were all takeaways

since it was soo limited seating.  It doesn't take a genius to know

that your system doesn't work. That or the employees need more training.

And honestly, the drink was okay at best. 

IT WASN'T EVEN LIFECHANGING OH MY GOSH

I can't believe I wasted more than an hour on a drink that was 'alright'.

NEVER

AGAIN.

 

rant over//

Much disappointment at the influx of shifts offered
when my schedule is most flooded.

Trust. 

yah assnoying.

On the other hand, yours truly

will be on a very mini-roadtrip again,

 a week from now

yesyesyes

♥

NOOOO MY BABIES

oh my gosh
what on earth
MY YEAR7s GRADUATED THIS WEEK??!!
NOWAY.
):
My babies.
Why you grow up so fast.
Still remembering you guys as shy little 'uns, my fave batch of juniors!

Remember when I used to torture you girls on court huhuhuhu
Proud coach moment when you guys won newtown high though!

TEARS.

♥

Youchube ; Luka lesson - Amber Lights

Rediscovered this gem!
The one aust slam poem that I actually like

66

 The boys at school and I disappeared between classes

passed tobacco between our hands like water at the well

smoke signals provided translation

between multi-coloured kids

wagging in a vacant lot

We met there between family and school

felt most at home in the no-man's land

where the old and the new worlds couldn't find us

we even met there for fights

first kisses

swigs of alcohol on weekend nights

It's even where my friend Mark told me about how our friend Omar

had died

and I found the truth somewhere between the explanations

Us kids grew up in that vacant lot between being Greek

Lebanese

Vietnamese

and Australian

Knowing we were no longer truly either one but somehow both

Migrant kids are like rivers

always moving

but somehow still enough to be given a name

like Wog, Nip, Fake - hyphen - Australian

So of course when we learnt how to drive

we'd ride for hours in the only place where we felt like we belonged

somewhere between points A and B between the green and the red

I learnt to love the traffic lights when they turned amber because I realised our teachers also slowed down on their approach to us

and tapped their feet impatiently for our answers

I've learnt to rest my head in the elbows of my lovers

somewhere between their hearts and their hands

like the moon

I keep my distance

because it's the only thing that makes me look

like I'm standing still enough to get close to

So now I write my best work in transit

in hotel rooms where the linen is transparent and the paintings by no-one

I write so the silences between my words can begin to make sense and I exist somewhere between the surface of the page

and the tip of the pen

so I wrote this piece like my life in the margins

but I made the whole thing

the TITLE

The dawn and at dusk

somewhere between the ridges

the pinnacle and the cusp

So when they tell me I'm not political enough

not Greek enough

not Australian enough

not a poet enough

not street enough or not me...enough

I tell them I am a star

and I exist somewhere between you seeing me shine and realising

I'm already dead to you I just let you witness some of my burning

I am not a hyphen

I am a 100-metre dash

between my history

and your make believe

between White-Australia policies and being saved by the colony

between having to drag my past, kicking, back into my

present

and then hide it behind my back

in your presence

So be careful when you place that hyphen in my name

or I'll use it to cut your throat

just to show you how much I love this country

but that I will always have some Sparta in me

I may be the amber light

but amber is the only gemstone that is a living, flowing liquid

permanently fossilised

that keeps itself warm

that is used as medicine

that smells sweet when it gets burnt

that in Roman times was worth more than a slave

that was used to decorate Mycenaean tombs

that was named 'elektron' by the Greeks a precursor to the English word for electricity because they discovered that if rubbed the wrong way

Amber will always create a spark

and amber is only ever increased in value

when some of us

are discovered stuck in it

So of course us forgotten ones

the in-betweens

the most rare

would gather around passing those fires between us in that vacant lot
share a fleeting moment of belonging

and tell stories in our silences

of how our friend Omar was sent flying

between the hood of a Holden

and the wall of a house

like a shooting star
I'm just glad we got to witness some of his burning

99

♥

Adventures with Kcrew

Goood night ^_____^

Reunite with my fave linguine !
Thanks Oliver for the Vodka! LOL
Definitely gonna come in handy for the bad shifts ;)
HAHAHAHAHAHA

buuut ooft so impressed at how fast he demolishes his meals! HAHA
dw, I don't mind if you have to undo a button
defs need a trio date with eric! YEYE feastouuut.

Freaking tash was so ready to get smashed LOL
trust the underage one!

♥

Deep Conversations with Harry

♥

Adventures with my faves!

Huuuge thankyou to everyone who made my day special and all the lovely messages!

Even though you all know I would've rather slept it away, in this perfect rainy weather.

hahaha ;)

Had a really awesome catchup sesh with my society&culture mates!

I seriously lived in hope that they wouldn't find out what day it was,

thinking they wouldn't check fb HAHAHA.

Haven't seen them in foreverrrrr. Seriously such a good night,

you guys always make me laugh heaps hahaha KISSES! 

OH MY GOSH AND GUESS WHAT

I WAS SO FREAKIING ABSOLUTELY OUT OF MY MIND

WHEN I FOUND OUT ANG WAS INTO TWENTYONEPILOTS TOO

OH MY GOSH. Even though you gave me shit for having depressing music

(though surprisingly complimented on how good missy is during dinner.)
Thank goodness for blurryface album! hehe. Both of us fell so hard for Stressed Out single.
I too love the fact that she's going backwards with their songs, starting with car radio! HEHE

BUT YAY. NOW I DEFS HAVE SOMEONE TO BRING TO CONCERT WITH

If they ever have more than 1 show in syd .__.

mhmm. Good night indeed.

I was seriously so ready to go home, cut cake and study for my quiz tmr. LOL
Took a while waiting for the lastbus back, then Sarah rings to celebrate with me over the phone,
I was tad annoyed as to why she was like in a rush to end the call,

whilst I tried to keep her on, cos there was some dodgyass lady near me HAHAHAAHAHA
Then I resigned to hanging up since I know you have a crazy10yearold early bedtime (;

Got picked up by mumma, and there's this stupid car parked so close to our driveway

I just brushed it off as my usual annoying new neighbour's.

Full out of the car and ready to get in bed, 

then I hear door slamming and loudest happybirthday shouut.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

I AM SERIOUSLY SO SORRY FOR MY LACK OF FACIAL EXPRESSION.
(But I'm pretty sure my mum made it up for the both of us LOL)

I was in deep thought, trying to connect the dots in my head.

Sorry I mistook you guys for my childhoodfriend LOL. I was like wtf, I haven't even spoken to her in ages wtf is she doing here with auntie, to oh wait SHIT THAT'S MIA AND SARAH. WHAT THE HELL. HOW DID THEY FIND OUT MY ADDRESS. 

YOU GUYS MAKE MY NIGHT <3

HAHAHAHAHAAHA So turns out Sarah was eager to hangup on me,

cos she only wanted my locations to know when to pick Mia up HAHA

Ain't no party without our third wheeler (;

seriously can't believe you staked me out, LOL sorry for not being back home early/ on time like I told Mia I would so I could study for my quiz lel. HAHAHAHAHA ): so much planning and waiting in the car. Awwww shiii you guys are so sweet, especially now that I think of it,
Mia has like 3 uni major assessments due this week as well.
DAYYYM GALFRAN.
You cutiepatooties!
Really loved the cake and presents you guiseeee!
hahaaha even though as you say, I am the hardest to get presents for, you two totally nailed it! 10/10

Love you guys!

Can't wait to go all out on Friday! Hehe.
I know I shouldn't be so pumped, 

in case of disappointment.
But I am seriously stoked.

♥

Ceebs to plan

Since it falls on a tues, I'm not planning for much.
Especially considering that I had a inclass quiz the next day,
not like I could go out and drink, considering that
I need all the braincells I have to get my through LOL.

HAHAHAHAHA Though

Duude. The freaking ex-privateschoolgirls aka party animal duo
(admit it. You privateschools party hard)
kinda convinced me to make an event.

Giselle & Em be pumping me up about it
but zzz gonna be so awks for everyone there since I have 

mini-groups everywhere, and I know fosho won't mesh well.

Giselle: girrrrl you need to plan and book quickly!
Me: Nah. I'll give everyone 1 day notice. True test of friendship
of who shows up.

LOL yas Em! Cull 'em fb friends :b


Though I'm seriously thinking of mainly invites to workmates,

hopefully all the goodones aren't rostered! ):
Tempted to go Newtown then I remembered that half of them aren't even 18 yet
TEARS.
Is it too late to get them fake IDs?

This is why I hate planning shit.

if you don't get an invite, dw. It'll probably be shit anyway. 

Mostly, shit for Giselle without her booze

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (;

♥

Youchube- Twenty One Pilots ; Holding On To You

An oldie but a goodie

66

Time is slowing and it's frozen still,
And the window sill looks really nice, right?
You think twice about your life, it probably happens at night, right?
Fight it, take the pain, ignite it,
Tie a noose around your mind loose enough to breathe fine and tie it,
To a tree, tell it, "You belong to me,
This ain't a noose, this is a leash,
And I have some news for you, you must obey me."

99

♥

Deep conversations with Marcus

Marcus: My uni outfits are regulated by the concept of 

"how close can I get to hobo without actually being a hobo"

♥

Actually wishing that I belonged to either 

queensland or melbourne right now
LOL

);

ughhhhh

Shelley misses meeeeeeeeee!

Jokes no.

 Apparently my laugh-twin is out there.

LOL she's gonna kill me when she sees

her display contact pic.

♥

Reunion with my Linguine

Oliver's back from his hsc trials N/A
oh my gosh

tears!

Tears of joy!

We sah adorkable

we full did a cheesy reunion run to meet halfway in the aisle hug.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


I'm going you miss you heaaaaaaps after

♥

Arvo adventures

♥

Auspol

Tempted to mail a travel ten bus pass to Bronwyn Bishop

Do not promise your mate to co-parent

my prosciutto fell out of my sandwich ):

and Simon saved it before I could.

I'm so devo. That was the last of it too.
He kept eyeing me just to make sure I 

knew how much he enjoyed it.

THANKS SIMON. THANKS.

♥

Adventures with leng jai

HUHUHUHU ^  ;)

can you not flex pls

♥

Youchube ; Twenty One Pilots - Goner

Fair warning for those using headphones

Seriously loving Blurryface

♥

Things about Chloe

 

Watching Chloe nonchalantly spread jam onto bread with a cigarette lighter as a knife... Possibly one of the most Black Books moments I have witnessed in my life. So far.

I don't care what anyone says or thinks about social inclusion,

if you have an outie bellybutton, you're dead to me.

Crashing at Lydia's tonight yeye
my fave lebbo
DUN BOMB ME, I am your one true habibi HAHAHAHA
KISSES.

ANYWAYS.

Subbed in Paige's game night, again.

I think at this point I've taken enough bodily damage 

to warrant a promotion to assistant goalie

♥

Orphan black s3 finale

UMMMM just finished catching up on orphan black finale.
SO SATISFYING MAN.
Ruddy/helena bonding moment did not expect. I seriously loved how Helena was pissing off the Castor clones about how they / his brother was the ugliest one yet. LOL.
Ferdinand going all badass. HAHAHA So happy about having another psycho on the team yeye.
But damnnnn man, him venting about the Neos was HILARIOUS.

Finally a non-cliffy finale hehe.
Kinda sad about Dalphine, now that we finally

found out where she stood even though her character was pretty

meh the whole season.

PAUL'S EXIT STILL BEATS ALL THIS SEASON THOUGH :,)

But hmmm shadyshay.

♥

 I kinda miss work LOL
Not for any other reason than wanting

to feel particularly competent at doing something and everything.

♥

Lured my 3 older brothers to play mahjong with me...

even when they're all sick lel

Am I trying to chase death .__.

Though they decided it was not worth their time

if there was no money to win. THNXGUYYSSSSS.

Took out my bag of 5cents LOL 

KNEW THERE WAS ALWAYS A REASON WHY

I SAVED THEM ^_______^ Hoarderslyfe

Can't wait till Adam joins tmr HAHAHAHAHA

♥

Things about Joseph

The song generally goes, 1 bottle, 2 bottle, 3 bottle, floor.
But in your case it was like, half a sip, floor.

♥

Shang food at ashfield has gotten worse.
Ugh. Disappoint.

oh my gosh...
flooded with relos for next few days

leading to my upcoming exam

GG to me.

sah sad
T______________T

Thy woes are contagious

It's no joke though...

♥

Deep conversations with Thrizza

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA did not expect.
I'm not even sure paramore should be considered on the opposite

end of the spectrum anyway? HAHAHA. Oh you.

I love our inside jokes.

♥

Things about Anthony...

Anthony: If you ever need nothing, I'm here for you.

LOL
USELESS MOLE.

And you wonder why you're only the second favourite brotato

;)
 

♥

NZ fake.

 I totally forgot I had this screenshot

 HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Dying.

♥

That was pretty harsh...

idk you anymore

zzz

ANYWAYSSS.

I kinda miss not seeing Thrizza ( you dog! drop back in! )
during exams. Mostly because I usually look for her in the seat a few rows
in front/behind me and be comforted by the thought that I am sitting in the right

seat number when I see her LOL. Or the fact that when I leave early and pass

her table she'd have the "dying so bad, shoot me now" face.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

WE were the worst though HAHAHAHA

Ambitious enough to go townhall during our 1hr break for lunch 

and dash back to class. GG.
worth it though hahahahaha.

OOOOH remember that time when we dropped off our forms after prac, 

ate early dinner but then I told you I needed to be out late

cos nobody home to pick me upp.
LOL then we went shopping at broadway and somewhere in between all the 

talking and walking we ended up at freaking darling harbour having

another meal at pancakesontherocks. HAHAHAHAHAHA

oh my gosh. goodtimes ma cherie. 
Mannn, I didn't even know we were the closest 

in da group until you left. fek.
why you do this to me.
Now I have no one to go on fooddates with

 before, inbetween and after uni using minimal convincing.


tl;dr
Thrizza-withdrawal

I MISS YOUR STUPID MUG.

♥

Youchube; Flight Facilities ft. Giselle - Crave you feat

♥

Joe Hockey knows best ; ways to buy a house in syd

Score #3.5

New life plan: drop out and get a good job that pays good money.
Thanks Joe Hockey, you give the best life advice!

(Could not make this up even if I tried...
HE DUNNIT IT AGAIN.
Scores #1: poor people don't own / drive cars very far
Score #2: co-payment don't mean jack with cost of ciggies and 2 middy of a beer
Score #3: his face. )

---

PP 1

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH


That was full on worst case scenario shithouse brutal.


bai

Youchube; Powderfinger - My Happiness

From their last tour

♥

Last live update

So... we've made it to Point B.
Yes. Max is home.
Yes. It's 12:36am.
Yes. Max is still awake.
Yes. Max had a good laugh at the 3 unfortunate souls.
Yes. We made it through Tati's roadrage
Yes. That was a long ass drive.
Yes. Tati may have forgotten where Max lived and taken a wrong turn and then some
Yes. Mellie somehow managed to take a pic of one of the "hot guy" in mentioned car #2.
Yes. This was a horrible mistake of yours truly.
Yes. My right ear drum may be damaged.
Yes. Ragrets. Major ragrets.
Yes. Zan let one rip right before we got out of the car.
Yes. I AM NEVER GETTING INTO THE SAME CAR WITH CHLOE&ZAN.
YES. TATI & I FEEL LIKE KICKING THE LIVING SHITS OUTTA ZAN RIGHT NOW.

and why yes. Mellie needs to take a dump. Urgently. Priority1.

Live update #12

Chloe just said she hopes Max is home...


WTF.


I THOUGHT WE MADE SURE HE WAS BEFORE I GOT IN THE CAR.


faaaaaaaaaaaaar. I am going to kill one of them before midnight...

Live update #11

People situating the back seat has gotten oddly quiet...
I'm going to enjoy this however long it lasts. Is it bad if I'm hoping it'll last until we get to Max's place.

But really I don't thiAHKJSFKAGSDGKAHG WHATATATATATATATA
TWENTY ONE PILOTS IS CURRENTLY ON THE RADIO.
I'm going to enjoy this.  bai.

Live update #10

Live update #9

You don't realise how far or long a trip is until you're stuck in the car with two moles.

Live update #8

Mellie is having major regrets about joining this trip. I think only Zan and Chloe are enjoying this... far more than they should.

Live update #7

Zan just said that the kid in the car in front of us just gave him the finger...

Zan, I think everyone in the car is mentally giving you the finger.

Live update #6

Fek... now we have lebs giving us the weird stares...

I think I preferred the wog car instead.

Live update #5

We're finally moving! YEYE.
Just as Tati's road rage is slightly surfacing

Live update #4

Who has been feeding Zan and what on earth have you been feeding him??!!

Live update #3

Oh my gosh.

Tati and I are slowly sliding down the seat. The traffic hasn't moved a bit... the people are still staring... Zan is only getting louder no matter how much we shush him.


please shut up Zan.

Live updates #2

Zan is shouting and laughing so loud at something Chloe said, that the people in the car next to us are chucking us weird intense stares.

THANKS ZAN.

Live updates #1

We're stuck in traffic, and Tati and I decided we should post live updates here.


Oh noes.


here goes.




whoneedstwitteranywayswhenyouhaveablogyoudon'tusemuch

I was only joking when I told them to pick me up and crash at Max's place.

Now they're actually on their way to my house...

partyparty.
Soz Max.
pre-exam crazies.


PLS BE READY FOR US

♥

If you honestly believe that Indigenous Australians are at fault for the disparity and disadvantages they experience and live in, then you should take a seat and educate yourself,

before you voice your ignorant opinion.

Oldiesbutstillgoodies #1

I have all these wonderful ss all saved and hoarded up

that I decided, it'll be a waste not to blog them

and relive the laughs.

Also a good way to procrastinate during exam periods. 

Our first one starts off with Mia of course ;)

Honestly. I don't remember much about that subject.

I can't even remember which pms socialscience staff taught us.
Did I really repress it that much? Wow hahahaha


♥

wiggle wiggle edmund

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Edmund.

Oh how I have missed those eyebrows.

♥

UMMM

Which idiot is pranktexting me

with their real number.

Honestly going to make your life hell if 

you don't fess up.

HELLO 3 AND 5 AM CALLS.


♥

LOL discussing MissyHiggins with Emily at work...

and then I'm off listing every song I have to see if we've heard

the same ones since Missy has heaaaps of unlisted titles off-albums.
Full saying how it's too annoying going to a concert alone,

then outta nowhere Emily's all "YAH. You should probably go while she's still around"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROOOOOFL.
Wtf. I was so shocked WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUU.

WHO SAYS THAT KINDA THING

LOL HAHAHAHAHAHA

 

 

♥

YouChube; Twenty One Pilots: Fairly Local

I'm evil to the core
What I shouldn't do I will
They say I'm emotional
What I want to save I'll kill
Is that who I truly am?
I truly don't have a chance
Tomorrow I'll keep a beat
And repeat yesterday's dance

      |

      |

       | 

I’m not evil to the core
What I shouldn't do I will fight
I know I’m emotional
What I want to save I will try
I know who I truly am
I truly do have a chance
Tomorrow I’ll switch the beat
To avoid yesterday’s dance

♥

I'm actually surprised how many people only just scraped by

for their indig essay or failed altogether.

Wow.
IDK.

I wasn't expecting much even when I spent two whole weeks researching HAHAHA

28 pages 9435 words of research

and I seriously just gave up on life when writing it.
Butyeah.
Shocked that I managed to HD the essay
^______^
Praise the Lord.

Went yumcha after indig class,

mates were excited they were finally going with someone

who would understand and know how to order in canto.

Yet as soon as we sit down all the trolley ladies attack us with food...
Never in my life has this happened before.

Full blamed my filo mates for looking so noob lel

had my first chickenfeet in well over a decade

just for them zzz
Actually surprised it wasn't $$$$ 

given how overpriced city is.

When we were waiting for our last dish we were full 

talking about patients and their bowel movements...

Then the one guy sitting next to us kept eating 

and looking at us...
possibly with his "can you not" eyes

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

♥

Kiwi reppin'

 THE ENTRIES FOR THE NEW ZEALAND FLAG THOUGH

HAHAHAHAHAHAA

NEEDS MORE SHEEP

♥

Cam closed tonight.
Why am I even surprised with my luck .__.
Though at least I survived without him breathing down my neck.

but OHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
My manager wrote a note to ask him to ask me if I could do a shift next week.
So I agreed. COS WHY NOT? not like I have exams or anything. GG TO ME.
Anyways. So I was standing next to him, quietly repeating the shifttime over and over so that I would remember, as he was entering it into the online roster.
Then he asks me if I was alright? Lel. I mumble yeahIjusthaveabadmemory
THEN THE LITTLE SHITHEAD BREAKS OUT INTO THE BIGGEST MOTHERFLIPPING GRIN THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN TO GRACE HIS FACE EVER SINCE HE STARTED WORKING HERE. HE LEGIT LOOKED LIKE HE WAS ABOUT TO LAUGH OR SOME SHIT
so. Turns out he thought I said "I'm just in a bad mood".

Okkkay?




So...
I thought about it...
let it rattle in my head a little.

but ummm WTF WAS HE SO HAPPY ABOUT WHEN HE MISHEARD ME BEING IN A BAD MOOD? DOES HE SERIOUSLY FIND JOY IN THAT.

maybe I should just be all broody and a debbydowner from now on whenever he works, seems to work with making him less annoying and shrinking the stick.

semi-rant

Moviedate with Mia today ^____^

LOL so embarro when I laughed so loud

at the foodcourt when we were 

recalling all our hilariousmoviedatemoments.
Getting them stares from fobs... OH PLEASE.
you guys talk louder than my mumma at yumcha. LOL

Movie was hmmm.
Could've been worse.

Turns out the couple sitting in front of us was Tiffany!
Still in our uni prac uniform hahaha what a cutie.
How did you not just conk out during the movie with morning shift?
Then we got talking about uni and she full freaked me 

out that there was an assignment turns out not my unit. PHEWH.

stress levels can resume to baseline.

butyeah
work was not bad.

I have so many awk moments with my store manager tho

HAHAHAHA.

yday when I was holding the door for him and he took forever walking

so we were like how you doing's and I was so dazed off

he asked if I was alright

and I paused and told him I was deadtired cos of long shift the other day.
(which I'm pretty sure I shouldn't have said since I sortalove/mostly hate the standard 3hrs shifts
OH MY GOSH. LAUGHING IF HE CUTS MY SHIFTS SHORTER
AFTER MY exam/prac zzz )

Then today, when I went into manager's office waiting for

my apparel manager to give me a rundown of todos,

And I greet him, he asks if I was pumped for work...

unsure laughing "I guess??"
looking at my two other managers for HELP HAHAHAAH

Thankfully my angel of an apparel manager steps in and says YESSSSSSS.
I was scared that I'll come off too sarcastic if I said yes with my can't be stuffed for lyfe face

but oh wells.
Store manager is heaaaaps more friendly to me than freaking Cam.
Honestly. I can't wait for Cam to leave already!!

 I'm starting to agree with Mac that Cam is just a dick to us

because he's a racist towards asians.

and farr ouuuut... can he even be polite or have decent manners?
He never even greets when I see him, even when we make eye contact.
So I've just taken on the initiative to acknowledge him,

cos I still try to be polite to my elders even if a dickhead BUT

can he at least put an effort and not be so fucking rude with his greetback when
they're as if he was tortured to reply to me?
Far out. Seriously would've been politer if he just ignored me.

Honestly mate.

Freaking workparty when he quits. DUN CARE.

Oliver and I were discussing the other day

why he should just quit and model with his twigstick figure and cold indifferent stare downpat
Then we realised he probably got kicked off with his bitchy attitude.
HAHAHA.
gaymodel dramas tho.
Last time I remembered, they were indeed much worse than female catfights.

////end rant

Though I am seriously going to be

sooooo depressed at work tmr if he's closing Sat. night.

JUST KILL ME.

Things about... the past.

You thought I was joking in my last post...

but I shit you not.

The aforementioned torture weapons.


♥

Mia's call saved me through half of the family dinner.
I was probably happy she called, thinking she needed to reschedule our date
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA ;) not going to deny babe. pj party above all else.

But yeah... I didn't expect to hear a distressed Mia on the line.

Oh gosh. I was having a panic attack for YOUUUU.
First time I've heard her cry though, MILESTONE.
So glad everything worked out though phewh.
Then DnM for 2 hours HAHAHA (not like I have exams or anything)

Good times, even better than typing with two fingers HAHAHAHA
You adopted, Mia? huhu.

we awks together.
mhmm. Anytime for you.
even 10am wakeupcalls haha.

You > Sleep.
YOU FEELIN' THAT.

---

Then again, I didn't expect to be sibling bonding with

Andrew later that night. We've be distancing so much

cos of his stress at work. 

Moral support night, in a nutshell.

Though when I was helping him prep and using me to practice on

 for his talk with the principal tomorrow...
I actually got kinda teary hearing what has been happening

at work for the past year. Also, hearing it for the first time.
Can't believe he's been so tight lipped about it.

Made me glad that I didn't stick with teaching. Honestly.
Though, as I was sitting there hearing him out, I was envious.
So envious that he had figured out his career path so early on.
And actually seeing that he's still somewhat passionate about it, despite everything.
(Totally not envious of his students though. HAHAHAHA. I still recall all
those hell on earth so-called- school holidays we younger siblings suffered from primary to year 8.
All those Understanding Maths and English textbooks' exercises, improvised essays and narrative pieces Andrew made us do during our 2 weeks off.  MIND YOU, HE TIMED US AS WELL.
OH MY GOSH. ANDREW, YOU WERE SUCH AN ASS. EVEN THOUGH
YOU WERE TRYING TO BENEFIT US. ALL THE ADDED STRESS.
HAHAHAHA oh shit. it's all coming back... all the scheduled days and breaks
what the hell, Andrew!
Seriously.
There was always someone crying tears of pain
and tantrums, trying to rebel him. Natural born teacher in him I guess...)
Though, seeing and hearing how he's still so eager to learn and
enrich his teaching and student outcomes;
it motivated me somewhat, to aspire to be as ambitious
and do my bit. Not just merely keeping my head above but leaving a mark.

And so even with all the shizz going on, he's still my Andrew.

All brains and attitude of the family hahaha.
He'll smash through this like he always does.

♥

Deep Conversations...

You're kind of cute

HEHE
And when you asked the group to put on

a Missy Higgins' song for me cos I was looking bored.
(Then kat yells out 'ohhh the soap one!' LOL Scar reference)

♥

GG TO ME.
THANKS FOR THE SHOVEL.

H&H all over. 

);

You're stuffed.
 still managed to smash through a book
in 5 hours though... priorities.



ragrets.
 
major ragrets gonna hit me big time.




and I've picked up more shifts...
and I'm still on for moviedate with Mia...

What have I done.

Things about Albert...

JUST LOOK AT HOW CONTENT HE IS RIGHT NOW

HOW CAN YOU NOT POSSIBLY RUFF HIM

♥

Youchube ; Something For Kate - Sweet Nothing

Paul Dempsey does a better cover.


 

♥

Adventures with Marcus...

Backtobasics.

I'd rather be here where it's isolated.

 Only nature and fresh air all around.

♥

Sirens

 GUYYYYS

I'M SO DEVO.

SIRENS IS NOT GOING TO

BE RENEWED FOR A THIRD SEASON!

),:

It was seriously creeping up

on my favourite list too.

so devo. 

This always happens to shows I really like...

Better off ted and Go On.

 ack

 whyyy

♥

Mornings are better with a side note

 When you sleep over at Avery's place 

and she leaves cute msgs in da morning b4 werk...

♥

Truly believe they became

more than what their mistake,

a decade ago, defines them as.

One heart, one feeling in love -
Myuran Sukumaran

♥

 

|-/ BLURRYFACE - Stressed Out

UMMMMMM

CAN I JUST SAY

HOW MUCH I AM BEYOND LOVINNGGG

 TWENTY ONE PILOT'S BLURRYFACE 

album right now

even though they've only released 3 songs. mhmmm

so good.

 Stressed Out definitely the first of the 3 

that has me addicted straight away.

The thing I love about this band...

is that sometimes you won't like their songs

right off the bat.

But maaaaate, 

you a goner if you give it another try or two.

|-/

♥

The Pug in the Green Scarf

 Hahaha

baby boy albee upset

since Andrew is soo not happy with him right now.

♥

Trust Sydney

Just passed a hail snowman acting as a cooler for two guys' beers. 

Keeping it Australian on ANZAC day!

♥

Things about Connor...

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OH MY GOSH.

CAN'T BREATHE.

ASFGLDSKJH

TRUST THE RANGA CONNOR.
He was doing breakdown yday night

and he decided to shitstirr,

knowing that someone was going to

open a case of OCD about his handy work...

pissed our line manager off so bad 

HAHAHAHAHAHAH
shitstirrer4lyfe

WORTH IT.

♥

Youchube ; Lucy Spraggan - Unsinkable

♥

Werk - little to no filter

Discovering new levels of how little filter I have.

Found out Oliver B1 was not my age or older. Awman, seriously thought he was in his 20s or 23s already.
Proceeded to ask if he was legal yet.
YEP.
I
FREAKING
DID.
NO HOLDING BACK.
His surprise along with my own does not begin to even cover it.
At least he cracked up straight after I asked.
Which led to me shrugging it off defending that I just wanted a heads up in case I get framed as a cradle snatcher yahknow.
I think he thought I was just being sarcastic about it since he was cracking up bad and I just had a straight face throughout.

Can't believe he's same age as my little bruddah. Even if it's just a year or two. ugh
TEARS. He's such a cutiepatootie too.


Alex though HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh man. Helped him clean up some chocolate explosion off the floor and decided to make some small talk. So I asked him if he would lick the chocolate pieces off floor for 200$. At least he humoured me and was eager to up the price in the very hypothetical situation. HIS FACE WHEN HE FULL CONTEMPLATED AFTER I TOLD HIM IT HAD TO BE AT LEAST 5 SECONDS THOUGH HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Apparently, a game changer for him. Nobody gonna pay you money for a microsecond lick boyyy.
LOL But
OH
MY
GOSH.
It was very endearing and adorkable. Yet very concerning how deep in thought he was of how much money he was gonna get to do it. I almost started doubting on how clear I was about it being a hypothetical game.
what is there to even contemplate.
He has no shame whoring out for money.
In his defense, we were talking about at least a month or three pay for him. (his words) Poor child.
 didntyougotoaprivateschool?




♥

Werkmates

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh my.

We were doing each other's impersonation at work.

Then Claresta's turn was : -mutters to self- " Bruner was not a good idea" 

LOL. SPOT ON BB. Even got that talking to self down pat.

Only claresta and I know the struggle.

Wake up just in time for brunch, 

and yet too little time for dinner just before work.

♥

Daylight saving ends this weekend.

YAASSSSSSSSSS

Perhaps there is saving to my so very screwed up sleep schedule

after all.

Somtimes, I honestly don't understand why I bother going to bed at 10pm
just to fall asleep at 1-2am.
(Most likely my excuse from doing more actual work)


I do realise that my care and attitude about uni life
has dropped dramatically ever since I left Macquarie ):
Mcq-me: I'm gonna befriend all of youuuu. friendlyassvibe. lezz make friendship bracelets
uts-me: stay the fk away from me. pls don't choose the seat next to me.
SURVIVAL of the fittest BAI.


♥

Procrastibake

Mum hasn't been happy about

us not being bothered to cook since her and Danny are holidaying a heck lot.

And of course that ensued a two hour long rant on speaker for all of us.

And today, since I didn't make much progress or even a dent

on my indig essay, I decided to make some brownies.
yeow.
Make mumma proud.
(except we left out the part where we 

had cereal for dinner HAHAHAHA

but seriously cereal taste better when it's eaten during dinner.)

HAHAHAHAHA never let an opportunity slip for when

we can insert a snub about their absence/holidaying4eva

♥

YET to start actual writing for indig.

oooft man. 

for shame.

Procrastinating hardcore that I'm doing my other assignment instead.

.__.

dying.

WHY Thrizza ):

SO DEVO.

Thrizza actually applied to defer her studies for a year ):
TEARS. Had lab all by myself wahhhhh.

This better encapsulates how I endured the whole 2 hours of the lab


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

But seriously T______________T

miss you so bad guuuuurlfran,
even though you dog most your classes anyways.
And I won't have anyone to be mean to or
make horrible decisions with (i.e. townhalludondates)
RUUUUUDE.
UGH.

♥

Things about Albee

Albert is always desperate to go for walks but then seems affronted 

that I dare make him walk further than 1km. 

WHAT DO YOU WANT TINY MASTER?!

♥