End to whatever wreckage was left of the '-ship'

I've finally come to a bitter realisation that it ends here.
Even if it is temporary because it's certainly not benefiting me in anyway.
Truthfully, it was mostly or all on me.
I didn't even realise the drastic change until last weekend.
It was awkward... the silence wasn't even comforting, it was suffocating.

More so when I tried to put effort into it though it was like trying to revive a lump of wood.                                                                                                               stupid of me wasn't it?

For a long time it constantly felt like you had one foot in and the other out.

but from what I gather now, you seem to have made a decision so this is mine. 

I don't want to be all judgey on 'that person' since they had done me no wrong nor do I have a right to be. So don't try to involve me in your life more than need be.

Most of all, I don't care anymore if you realise I'm blatantly ignoring you,
I mean it's all I've been doing the whole of last year.
Although now I don't care if I'm not discreet about it to save your feelings,

because the bigger picture is that you're not in the bigger picture.

So from now on till whenever, I don't want to have anything to do with you

This is me, finally cutting the strings loose.

And that's 'loose' with freaking 2 o's, dickhead.
You are persona non grata.