Dramatic entrances are dramatic

Went to Amy's party today :D HAHA
met her rad sisters and cousins. LOL. Auntie kept shoving food on my plate -_- forcefed like always.
Felt like I was going to vomit with all the drinks too ughhhh.
The sisters were so desperate to get our group drunk >______>
burp burp burp
Had the best DnM with them though HAHA it was so freaking hilarious.
Dramatic entrance HERRRRRO ERRRRBODY ayeee. AM I IGNORING YOU NOW BETCH?! 
Hahahaha.


J: You guys look alike
K:  ...... SAY THANKYOU! 


 Goood night bruh.


Don't trust 'em fake ass two-facers :)

I feel too exhausted to deal with life right now. sigh.

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hm

I look back and we were just so damn naive
Was that really me? Man. I don't even know what to think anymore.
I can barely remember those days yet I want to so desperately grasp onto them.

As always, you're still a big questionmark.

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^_______^ I blog whenever the hell I'm in the mood

I'M SO HAPPY FOR NO REASON HEHEHEHE
I nagged my mum to make banana pancake together cos my mate brought over a lot of homegrown bananas and we have a bunch at home yet to be finished as well.
We didn't bother using a recipe (even though we haven't cooked it in decades!!). I think recipes really kills it. People say you should read the recipe before you cook, but I say, don't ever do that. You'll immediately not want to cook (unless you're braising then yeah, you should LOL)


shit. I'm really high right now. what the hell. Oh yeah. I only ate like 2 pieces and told her I'm full when there was like another 8 left HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. pissed my Ma off so bad :) I love you tonnnes <3
Rang Andrew to come over and chill (and help me finish them off before I get murdered by mum) LOL. Otherwise, I'm just a greaaaat sister.
HEHE. HAHA seriously. what's wrong with me.... I'm in a I LUBB YEWWWW AND YEWWW AND ERRRRYONE mode. the hell.
what.
what.
Not like anything particularly good happened.



Did I mention I'm also losing my speed. I need to get it back up for long distance. sigh.
My parents want me to quit baseball though since they're all saying, I'M SICK OF YOUR INJURIES AND TAPING.... etc.
I want to skateboard / bike now.
Skateboard. UGH. OLLIE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA fack youuuu guise. It was the best ollie I could do! ugh. trauma hahaha.

Random shoutout to MIKENIKERS even though I said I would have done one ages ago.
You're so akhfsglajlh and all. You're different. Yah know. Out of all the guys you're the one I've been able to hang out with the most. Despite how much we piss and annoy each other it's good to know that at the end of the day we always sort it out <3 hehe. I also find it weird the number of friends of friends we know. haha. DON'T STALK ME YAH MOLE.


Also. Steph can you hurry up and finish your exams already. I want to poooooooool with you. HURRRY UPPPPPP.

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Spontaneous nights

Adrian came over to mine yday and we pretty much had the house to ourselves. Youtubed, snuggled and ate. He wanted to see World War Z but I was more than reluctant.
if anything those kind of films really aren't my preferences haha. I always somehow get lost watching them. I either sit through it in utter confusion from all the talking or understand it but only to find out I misinterpreted it at the end.

Then I was like MEH FEK IT. LEGGO.
Hahahaha. It was better than I thought since there wasn't a lot of chitchat. Though the ending left much to desire for. Went HJ cos it's my fav. Whatevz guyse.
Came home and then called Avery till the early hours of the day. Hahaha. I lubb that gurrl lots.
mwahmwah.
OH GOSH I NEARLY FORGOT. Came home and also caught up with the news about the leadership battle HAHAHA oh. Aust. You are in a wreck. Shame Gillard didn't get the kick by election.



I'm not sure how I should go about that post but I just want to take my time rather than rush through it. Afterall, it may just be my last post about you.







whale whale whale
lets sea what we shell have. 
- Alyssa (I am your sexyman)

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Midnight muse

Holy shit.
I miss you so much right now.
Everything's a blur.
Did I really just let you go?!
):
I need to talk to you... even though it's been a month since we finally said our goodbyes. This is the first time in a while that I miss you.
In a weird sense you make me feel sane. Is this one of those days which will come biting at me for making you choose?!
right now I feel the need to talk to you so bad. Why do I always fck things up. The things that mean the most to me. I  can't believe this is already the 6th year. I feel so agsjshshdk right now. I want to talk to you, to rant to you endlessly about stupid things. Can't you understand that you're different. You make me feel so normal (as ironic as it sounds) I want to chase after that normalcy you offer yet my feet will remain forever planted on the ground. Stagnant.  I dare not move. Not after you said what you said.

It hurt so much.  So fucking much.

Why couldn't I have kept my mouth shut and pretended nothing happened and play along like I always do when you come back. Except this time I know you aren't going to return.

At the same time I hate you so much. Would it really kill you to just give a proper goodbye. I wanted to emancipate myself from us, not a freaking cliff hanger 

Why do you always do this to me. ):

I'm drunk.

FINISSSHHHHHEDDD - kinda...

YAYAYAYAYAYAY JUST SUBMITTED MY LAST ESSAY TO TURNITIN FOR THIS SEMESTER.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Praise the Lord.

:D

So happy bro.

Time to study for exams though HAHAHAHAHA.
Maybe I'll just take today to recover. HAHA maybe. notsure.


HUUUUUGE THANKS to Esmir for volunteering to put everything together for the legal report <3
hehehehehe. I love how we make fun of James being so lost and all. HAHAHA.
Miss you and our train rides muchly! mwahmwah


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