HAHA. I backtracked on my words and here I am.
Finished my essay plan this morning and had it submitted. YAY.
Tempted to talk to the Almost-Ranga across me just for the hell of it. Taking the direct train so might as well kill some time. Haha. Kid. Almost laughed when he was checking his own reflection through his aviators...
Hmm anyways....
The xx - Sunset is now playing hahaha
Erm. I actually got a reply from someone who I've been waiting for a while.
don't know what to do.
In a way I want to let it go but something about this does not permit to. I've tried time and time again during your absence, to forget it all as if it never happened. But I can't. The past of what drew us together is just a blur to me now... I can't really remember it anymore.
My response was blunt because I'm starting to feel like a burden to you. I no longer want to force it upon you... what's the point. This will just become an infinte loop of neverending drama. But it just cuts so much to know just how easy it was for you do just walk out.
Yet every single time I always act like it never happened. What is it about us that I just can't let go even though I so desperately want to. It's hard to be continually tied down by this and at the same time trying to move on.
I hope that whatever decision you make it ia for your sake not mine...
Truthfully, a part of me never wants to let it go. I never regretted the day I spoke to you and how great we hit it off...
And frankly....
You were never what I wanted to forget...
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