Took me less than a week to realise the hell 

that would be the next 6 months

 

And a bit more before my manager

tryna start shit ^________^

If she thinks I'm gonna stay after I finish

she's got another thing coming.

If your staff retention rate for NGs are 1/24

for the last 3 years, wouldn't you think that maybe

YOU are the problem?

When Thrizza is on the same brain wave as you

when it comes to foodventures ^__________^

Lubbyou

♥

Awkward as hell

Went to introduce myself to my new NUM 

Then embarrassed the hell outta myself cos I was so nervous
that when the CNE was like "Hi, I'm cindy"
Me: Oh hi! Thanks.

.... walked out thinking why the fuck did I just thank her lmao

fml nervous 20/10

My RN's full cracked up when I told them "thank you for being you, Cindy"



I'm fab at first impressions, clearly.

When you tryna help a mate get that free shipping

and then you end up adding $100 of your own shit to the cart

HAHAHAHAHA

notsure notsure

♥

Youchube ; Alice Russel - Citizens

♥

Bittersweet

Pretty sad to think that it's almost been 6 months already

and gonna move onto my next rotation soon

wahhhh

gonna miss my ward so much and all the peeps

10/10 best ward eva

and I've barely been accredited for much LOL 

This ward is wayy too chill so hopefully I won't get my ass handed to me

at my next ward. I mean I definitely won't miss all the frequent staff defers, 

new admissions and high turn over rate

but pretty sure I'll get sick of seeing the same patients everyday for months ugh

 lowkey wouldn't mind coming back

should've dropped mad hints to the NUM while she was around
zzz

pls let the next 6 months go smoothly

♥

Thrizza werk dat food moneysss

Thrizza: I'm working sat-sun morning kill me

Thrizza: WORKING TO AFFORD EATING OUT WITH YOU

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Thanks bb

you da best

♥

The moment when you tease someone but then they end up roasting 

themselves and lowkey the whole friendship...

 

Kinda ragret that I didn't end the convo with HOLY SHIT YOU'RE POVO

HAHAHA

but I'm so done after what you said
You remind me too much of a fuerdai 

so,

BAIIIIIII bish

ain't nobody be competing with you and your big head

♥

When you sah blind you couldn't even get the frames you wanted

HAHAHAHAHAHA

also feel so ripped off ):

lowkey ragrets the second pair, shoulda listened ayee

 Slowly converting your whole ward into Anello crew 

HAHAHAHAHA

Num's like "oh yeah I looked it up at home after I saw yours"

TYTY

♥

When someone pisses you off so you swim an extra 

6 laps to work off the anger HAHAHAAH

I can't help but feel like what we have 

has already run its course.

Is it just me?

This is where we are now

Not gonna lie but kinda hurts that 

you make it sound like a chore and shouldn't

even take months when it's really only 20 minutes of your time tops.

I can only put in so much effort before I'm done trying

Youchube ; Missy Higgins - Cemetry

 

Her two latest MVs have been pretty tragic tho

Not gonna lie

♥

OH MY GOSH 

OH MY GOSH

REUNITED WITH BREE AFTER A YEAR 

9 weeks and I get her for a week on my ward yeye

So happy LOL have not seen this girl since she left me );

 Updated her on all the kmart drama that went down when she quit

HAHAHAHAHA yas, I live for the goss.

 But honestly, what's up with the latest news.

Someone pls suss out for me lel

I miss you too Ellen ):
lowkey miss you giving me shit wahhh

shit I already hear you repeating that in your annoying voice

jokes LUBBYOU my farter

♥

Can confirm Archer dangerisland is worse than

gas leak year of Community. So disappoint!

These past few days when I soak in silence 

my brain has been circling back to you for no reason.

And I hate it.

So freaking much because it feels like so much wasted.

We went about things wrong so many times, 

that I don't even know where to begin to unravel it all.
But it seems like it wouldn't have mattered which way

because this is us now.

 I made you into some sort of crutch more than I realised,

which kept me holding on for all the times I should have just cut you loose.
At least I think that would have ended better than now.
This in between and you pulling the same shit you always do.

But I guess what annoys me more than our constant

back and forth is the fact that I'm as familiar with you as I am

with that islander who would busk jazz at central.

A few months ago I was going to be honest and upfront

 about this to you but I held myself back thinking it would be another bout of drama

that I didn't need. Though we only ever get real when we have

those kinda chats so I guess anything beats the tedious small talks we somehow

managed to get ourselves started on.

At this point in time though it seems like whatever the conclusion may be doesn't matter anymore.
I just want to stop caring

I actually can't believe there's less than 3 months left

wow when I mentioned this to Pieta 

she was all "don't make me cry"
HAHAHAHA don't act like you aren't planning on leaving the west

But seriously I was so excited to see Mel back from her 6 weeks A/L

I missed her so muchhhh wahhhh

And then there's Richard telling Jennifer and I to hurry up

and become a CNS like he did 2nd/3rd year out
no pressure yeah

♥

Nights when Thrizza would hit me up for kbbq

and be willing to trek all the way because the crave is real

HAHAHA

She is my person

♥

When you're used to the shitfest struggle of PM shifts 

 and the different levels of drowning depending on who you're with

HAHAHAHAHAHA

shoutouzz to Bronwyn 

ya legend

♥

Oh my gosh so annoyed

-_- why give me dates when

it's not confirmed farrrrrr

wasted my weekend making all these plans

I WANT MY WEEKEND BACKK