Victim Impact Statement - Chanel Miller

When the transcript was nothing short of powerful

and then you hear and feel the injustice all over again

-- hear her voice

 Know My Name - TBR list

Deep Conversations with Claresta

Found this oldie but goodie

LOOOL them kmart retail days when I took every opportunity to annoy/sass our manager Tegan

Kinda miss my kcrew

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The past few weeks have been nothing but eating out and playing mahjong

HAHAHAHAHA pretty sure my canto has never been better

kinda sad that my GR stats has dropped tho

might be the first year I don't complete challenge 

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My dedicated matchmaker

That one time when we had to get a surgical reg 

to come review a large cysts on someone's back

and ahhh man gotta love Cathy for sending me to "assist" the reg LOOL

Me coming outta the room like

Cathy: So... how was it?
Me: Oh it was great, so much came out when he aspirated

it was like mayo coming out!
Cathy: ....... I did not need that description right before lunch.
I sent you in there with him cos the reg is cute,
don't you think?
Me: oh... yeah he's aight
Cathy: You make my job so hard

HAHAHAHAHA bless

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Thrizza: You need to watch this spanish series, they have it in eng too
Me: Is the dub good?
Thrizza: just... don't look at their lips

Can always count on ya for spontaneous foodventures

acting like we live super close to each other HAHAHAHAHAHA

Step on it guuuuurl ;)

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Makes me feel warm&fuzzy

When Jennifer gets so excited that you got

deployed to her ward for morning shift and she screams your name mid-handover as soon

as you walk into the room, even tho she on night shift

you cute nugget
 lubb you heapssss

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My heart still feels so heavy

and I didn't think it would effect me like it did

but like my CNC says some just hits us more than others, when we least expect it to.

We knew it was happening and most likely very soon but far out, 

she snuck one past us when J was out getting coffee.

The dam just broke and I had to leg it outta there and straight to the toilet

 when J walked back in saying
"you cheeky girl, you know I love you right"

RIP M.M

 

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Youchube ; Switch - Symphony

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When Thrizza legits tempts me to 

go Melbs for our foodventure weekend

in the name of birthday


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA- actually

Nah yeah nah lets do nz first

lubb ya crazy bish

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Been saying I need to study for like the last few months 

and now that all the new people are starting I REALLY needa study

                                                                             ...while I open an Iconic tab

Gallon was so meh

at least the drinks were somewhat decent.
Jen&Mel left early cos morning shift and 

I was tempted to join their ride but thought I still had a few more 

drinks left in me and bloody shelley&sashi telling me that 

we'll leave together after a few more rounds....

Me remembering all the times where there's never a "few more"

with the latter group while still saying yes to staying longer.

nekminnit

ends up at the Cliffdive with the group
because bloody Alexi wanted to go clubbing and persuaded (with little effort) Shelley.

Emmanuel and I were pretty over it within the first half hour

and then there's Shelley "promising" to leave after 2am.

Thank goodness we bumped into more work peeps and

Bless Peter G for getting all those rounds.

Real talk tho you can take the boy outta UK but 

you can't take the white boy dance moves outta him.

Anyways, what does it say about me when I legit couldn't be more happier

when Emmanuel got kicked out (for arguing with staff being rude)

cos it finally meant we could get the hell out of dodge.

THANK YOU EMMANUEL

Kinda glad I stayed back but 

also learnt my lesson to always leave with Jen

HAHAHAHAHA

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Youchube ; for King & Country - God Only Knows

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When you sass your patients so much even your compliments
reflect it


Patient: You're a ratbag! I like you

Truly outdone myself

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Work drama be so spicey even I can't deal

Ranted about the acting CNE to S who I got teamed up with

only for her to reveal "Yeah I don't agree either but believe it or not we are actually good friends"
and I'm lowkey shocked into silence because hell no am I backtracking what I said but also suss cos my vibe about the A-CNE ain't good

Nekkminnit num pulls S aside for a talk about smth that took bloody an hour.
Then my student be telling me she saw the A-CNE standing outside the num's door

tryna eavesdrop. If that isn't bad enough S comes out teary telling me that 

her "friend"/A-CNE actually said some shit about her to the num, when the A-CNE knew 

they were gonna have a serious meeting about workstuff beforehand.
wowowowowowowow
There my coworker is having a mini-breakdown about whatever the meeting was about

and coming to terms that her "friend" is an actual dog.
And then there's me tryna decide if I should tell her what the student saw.

Lets just say work is gonna be interesting

even if it's been pretty shitty lately.

And I'm looking forwards to the reaccs or be sorely disappointed with
fake ass people and their many faces

It's been real.

Thrizza be planning that almost-weekly foodventures

and I'm so annoyed we didn't plan earlier

cos we gonna be foodcrawlinnng

and now it's too late to start fasting 

also been a real shitty friend to my other mates cos I'm M.I.A 

and radio silent. Feels bad but I just can't find the effort after work...

wowowowow

My cousins be baiting me to go korea again

acting like he didn't just ditch our ass this year
for jobhunt/juryduty/housemoving

notsure notsure

Kinda keen but kinda wanna save and be lazy

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Sozz but Lilley's Lunatics is a flop for me

Youchube ; Spencer Sutherland - Sweater

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When you enjoying work dinner but then people be

stirring drama up.

Honestly, I need to rant/get this off my chest because all the shit

I've heard ain't cool and especially what you tried tonight.

People been telling me how disappointed they were that
I wasn't the one coming back and asking how come you got chosen

over me and every time I've answered honestly saying you

deserved the spot more cos of critcare rotation.
But I'm really sick of you telling others shit you didn't hear

 from me, telling people how much I "love pall". 
Not to mention how you told the num straightout something I told you in confidence.
(Gotta love Jen when she got so worked up when I told her about all this LOL)

And then tonight you try and start shit with your mate whispering to me

that you think I'm pissed at you all because I didn't hug you??!?!
Just. Shut up and take a seat with your highschool ass drama okay.

 Yet when I tried to make small talk so you'd know I wasn't being petty or pissed

at you, I get the best gesture. Don't play it off as a joke

when we both know there was more truth than joke. 

 You can't even be real for a second.

I'm so done with you and your mate.
Fake ass bitches gotta stick together is what it is,
and I'm so glad people aren't actually blind to it.
With the amount of shittalk you do it doesn't take a lot

to figure out how toxic the pair of you are.

I'm done

Actually managing weekly foodventures with Thrizza

cuz we cute like that HAHAHAHA nah seriously

so happy we ain't drifted


Casually asking Thrizza how she liked my driving (cos I'm usually her passenger)

 like I didn't just sweat my balls off tryna make a tight head-in parking a second ago

HAHAHAHAHA

"THRIZZA HELP MEEEE. WHICH WAY DO I TURNNN.

I'M SWEATING SO BAD RIGHT NOW. I'M SWEATTTTTTINNNNGGGG.

IS IT TOO LATE FOR YOU TO TAKE THE WHEEL??! SPOT ME GUURRRRL"

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Feeling so burnt out already lolwut
Can't deal with all the morning shifts

but hands down so blessed to have such an amazing num

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