Can't believe you managed to say

all the right things and I was so ready

for you to hear my spiel. 
Guess you're not so clueless afterall

what am I meant to do with all this

pent up aggression HAHAHAA


Even bought me a book

to help smooth things over 😳



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Youchube ; Hayd - Head in the clouds

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Just when I thought I was more sure about things,

you go and throw a wrench in it. 

Honestly, what a mess. 


Got so annoyed/upset I just had to distance myself a bit

cos I don't want to get triggered and make rash decisions. 


Not him spiraling and calling to check in 
and apologising continuously. 

😭😭
why am I living the dramallama

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