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Got invited to see the grandprix 

in melb next March

but my first thought was "not sure if I'm gonna still be 

in your life next March" 💀💀


After a long dnm with my cousin on Sunday,

I planned to have the chat the same night

but then again it was green flags galore ggs

guess I'm gonna save the convo for the weekend staycation trip

how fun

no way to escape lmaooo


♥

 2k in a day

chill out pls 

I'm glad we were able to say goodbye

before the option was ripped from us.

Our pieces had stopped fitting long before our goodbyes,
the edges frayed from us-or me trying so hard to hold on.
Clinging tight to the buoy ring that was
stupidly secured to the sinking ship, our past.

Some days I'm resentful about the space 

you took up in my life. 

The extra baggage I need to check-in

and sometimes even caught off guard about the ones

I hadn't declared- unaware of its existence, 

until I'm forced to face it.  


Other days I feel numb when I think about 

you,

us,

the past.



♥

Ritty's friend self-invited himself to the trip

HAHAHAHAHA

It's like Anton all over again. 

Duuude better start doing arm's day cos

 he's gonna be carrying my luggage fosho 

👀

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