Youchube ; Jamie Miller - It Is What It Is

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"Murder is bad and so is badly concealed deep breaths"


HAHAHAHA

honestly

forgot how funny Thomas train guy was


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Sooooo sick of the new clowns at work.

Honestly, culture been taking a nosedive recently.

As great as the new NUM is, she just been fumbling with the hires

and being defensive when ppl complain about her hires.

Miss Paul so muchhhh 😭 at least he would have taken

our complaints more seriously. 

Not Tash reenacting how he would write down all our complaints

in dot points and then confront the person by reading out his compiled list 

HAHAHAHAHA


Next roster so overstaffed and I ceeeebs 

using my annual leave anymore to save ppl from getting deployed.

Especially when a few others are just holding and using their leave when they want.
yeah nahhh not wasting my leave for those selfish asses.

Even Soraya forewarned our manager that only a small core of us are

pulling our weight and also carrying others and we've had enough. 

Manager trying to suss who to get names but Soraya was all "noo I'm not dobbing ppl in"

while I'm next to her using my fingers to count the dropkick names in my head lmaooo
Anyways I finally emailed my manager

that I want to decrease from fulltime hours to work 2 days a week

lfggggg HAHAHA

Manager was not happy, trying to negotiate it to 3/4 days and asking me 
"what's gonna happen to this place then?" like bruuuuuhhh
I warned you/voiced my complaints and also not my circus, not my clowns.

A few of my workmates in disbelief that I've decreased my hours that much

but I think it's time with everything that's happening. 

I wanna keep my peace and not be constantly pissed at the dumbasses I work with HAHAHA

I think I need this to look at facilitating or NDIS job 

more seriously because I know I will make hella excuses when I'm doing fulltime shift work. 

Pushing Vicky to join me in starting NDIS business together hehe

Her telling me that I'm brave and there's me saying I just need to budget better

nekminnit planning a japan trip with my degens ggs

It's not korea but I'll take any winter-ish place over south east asia humidity tbh


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Dude said he was bored without saying it

so I said okayyy lemme make this walk by the bay more spicyyy
Roasted him a little too hard that he got upset tho LOOOL

 "don't tell me you're a sensitive ass bish?"

"sorry your sensitive ass feelings got hurt"


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Turns out I am the toxic one
lmao
My cousin could not deal with me and my backhanded apologies

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After talking to Moisty and Tash

made me realise I've maybe subconsciously been keeping 

him and the whole relationship at arms length...

Had another serious chat and was more firm about 

how I do not want to compromise on my thing because I knowww

I will definitely resent my partner later on and his response be as fluffy as last time. 

Appreciate his honesty and answer being as true as it can be in the present sense
but also feels like we're back at square one.
Reassured me that "this relationship just feels right" and
I'm just here thinking glad one of us feels that way lel. 

Asked that he thinks about his answer more seriously, either he makes peace with 

what I've decided or we just breakup because I'm not wasting more time

if this issue is just gonna crop up later on.
Trust me to suggest "maybe we should take a break so you can 

think about it more clearly" which got a quick no 😬


Not delilah telling me to give him a deadline 

to stress him out a little lmao




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Had so much fun being a tourist in my own city with Delilah
Also shoutoutz to Lee for saying yes to icecream hangs last min 

HAHAHA

 😭 cutiepatootie offered to drive me home even tho we were 

in his area and I'm hella far from his


Spin class was craaaazy 

Was sooooo not a beginner class LOL

legit felt like I was going to vom.

Not the instructor pulling out the arm weights too
I wanted to dieeee.
Ragrets but still lowkey fun

can't wait for our ngmi trip

hehe

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Youchube ; Chris James - The Reminder

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Notsure if I'm trying to self-sabotage 

or this is really it

😬

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Yayy so excited Delilah's

coming to syd for a short staycation

lfgggg

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