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Bruh people be sleeping on this track

I seriously cracked up so hard when this came on the MTBMB side b playlist.





at this point this dude just be having fun hahahahaa


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Offered to get deployed thinking that it'll be chill and my turn's coming up anyway

 nekkminnit get taken off screening then sent to cardiology 

big ooft I was like gg first time here and get my own patient load paired with agency AIN.

 The CNE be trying to reassure me with so much you'll-be-fines but 

I was like panicking inside thinking good luck to me and my patients rip

HAHAHAHA I later recounted to Paul that I was "sweating balls" no lie. 

Thank goodness the adn rings to send me to haemotology/onc not long after 

duuuude I was so happy hahahaha 

 I told my buddy RN that I was so relieved to be switched from cardio

She be sympathising with me hahahaha

was a good shift tbh

my buddy RN be tryna suss asking me if I wanted to leave my ward

and transfer to haemotology instead. Don't think I could have said no faster hahahaah

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Me trying not to be a smart ass during my appraisal and failing

Paul: What's your goal?
Me: Do my work, not make drug errors and go home
Paul: nono, like for your future?
Me: Retire?
Paul: WUT. You've only been RN for a few years?!
Me: I knowwww but Paul, I like to think looong term.


Spends like another 20minutes with him making my goals up for me hahaha
legit tho me trying to suss out whether he's keeping the crappy newgrad

and him trying to find out if there's any work drama he doesn't know about haha


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Surprised I actually completed my reading challenge

but now I have 4 book reviews to write 

and I'm procrastinating so hard on it.

 

notsure if I should set another challenge for 2021

cos this year was a struggle to even find anything good to read zzz

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MTBMB B side

UM WOT

is this an early Christmas gift?
Can't believe how many tracks got released.
Still haven't recovered from Kamikaze haha.


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When Paul calls to extend my annual leave (yay!)

and asks what I've been doing on my leave,

then follows up with telling me to go study and read PCF.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

bruh

Did he just go all Asian dad on me?

At least he told Amy the same too HAHAHAHA

We just like hahaha thankyou paul I'm hanging up now


He really gunning for me to do my postgrad
pls give up on me hahaha

I just want to retire

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