I feel like I'm drifting but I can't pull myself back ashore

because I don't even know how or why the ropes are

untied in the first place.

 All I can do is watch because you don't even realise it... yet

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How is it that I still don't feel any more prepared or ready

 for what I'm about to walk into zzz

help

Is 600 out of reach? lel

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 Kinda soz I have been so inactive here but I'm focusing more on

building up my GR account

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Youchube - Jose Gonzales - Heartbeats

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It was so strange how something that felt like second nature

 at one point in time now felt so foreign.

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