Uni

First day of uni yesterday.
My goodness. EDUC lect was all goood. I actually enjoyed it, maybe cos I did Society&cult for HSC
but hotdaym MHIS (world history) we're starting from the very beginning. No joke. VERRRY BEGINNING. As in the whole big bang and all that -____- hope it doesn't get too science-y. aafdgakjlsha
Made two friends, if by "friends" you consider introducing yourself and talking a bit, then yeah. HAHAHA
One for each class... Guess I'm only capable of making "friends" who sit on my right. LOL.

Tired.Tired.Tired.

Need to ask the guise about doing external transfer LOL it'll be so awks since it's barely been a week since uni started and I'm already planning to go to another. They'll give the "what the hell are you doing here then?" expression.

Anyways. I'm gonna get some uni stuff done then some downtime with Adree.
Last night he texted and said he needed to talk about something urgent for 10 mins. Little mole. It lasted for 5 hours instead... I was so dead and groggy tired. He had the worst blonde moment too HAHAHA.

♥

Eventful or not-so-eventful Saturday night.

Since I'm sick of repeating what happened here goes...

What happened?
I reactivated fb again and next thing I know it gets crazy. This is why I should and MUST avoid mass social medias of the likes.
Get ready for some POST all-girls school drama.
Arch. (for short) posted a like&dislike status post and being one who usually doesn't care for those things I did it fer teh lulz to see if she was gonna be honest with me, knowing 'liking me' is impossible for her for some unknown reason.
Instead, she ignored it and did everyone elses, I was so devastated I decided to take Chloe's advice  and spam her notifications liking and unliking it. She must have reported me because I received a facebook popup telling me that I was abusing some feature. Man, I was really dying to hear what she had to say about me... so I wrote a confrontational post on her wall saying,

Look, I don’t mean to play rough with you or go all PENNY WONG on you but what the hell… if you’re going to be selective about it at least write who you’re going to exclude. I honestly do NOT mind if you speak the truth of what you think about me but at least have the decency to do JUST that.

As Pierce Hawthorne once stated, “When I was 30 people used to wish I was dead, to my face, that's called respect”
Kind regards.

MY EXACT WORDS.

At least 3 before liked it before she deleted it off. After a couple of minutes I finally got her like&dislike HAHAHAHAHA. I was *that* bored.

She wrote something along the lines of : whatevz bro i have betta thingz to do den post on you wall nd its my choice ! but since ur dat desperate den fine likes: nuthin dislikes: being in sum of ur classes and ur laugh.

I accepted her comment with much appreciation, thanking her for FINALLY being honest and telling me about it. (She then deleted me off her fb which I would say is reasonable enough)  I really didn't care what her opinion was of me because she is entitled to it. Likes and comments were followed quickly after her post. HOWEVER, Arch wanted to comment but couldn't since she was no longer a friend.... so she added me back up again saying
"Im onli addin u as a friend, so i can comment bak"

And of course, I didn't add her back up just for her own convenience so I asked her if she was for real? And then hoped that she would dream of my laugh every night before she goes to sleep.
To think she would delete me then crawl back adding me was just a big NO.
Screenshot. posted on facebook for public view since she removed her like&dislike comment.

People started commenting on the screenshot such as,
1: That escalated nicely.
2: most eventful time I've spent online so far
3: so devo she fkn hasn't done mine yet
3: so poetic
The likes soared up to around the 60s, so it must have been going off on her newsfeed from our mutual friends.

After a couple of hours Arch must have reported it and the content got removed from my page which I'm still confused about since I stuck to the rules as much as possible.
At the end of the night, I ss-ed my heartfelt message to telling her the important things she needed to know:
1) I was in no way trying to be mean to her, I just wanted to hear what she had to say about me. So I found it funny that she would want to delete all her comments off facebook.
2) I reminded her that throughout our conversation I, myself did not swear at her/ call her names/ threaten her and/or say anything so inappropriate I would not otherwise have said to her face.
3) I continued to provide example of the time I was actually trying to have a friendly chat with her in High school which was not returned.
4) Reassured that I hold nothing against her or hate her in any way because she only spoke her perspective.
5) signed it off with a "PS I'm sorry if the sound of my laugh bothers you that much".

That was the end of it.

Two screenshots of (a) her adding me. (b) my last sincere message to her
merely showing what happened and the facts.

STOP.

crap. I forgot about this again...
well not really forgot. I just haven't been home long enough to type stuff up and post it and all.

Here's a little something to sum up what I've been up to...

Moral of the story... never spam Adrian's phone with your luvos cos he will just cut himself out, graffiti it and make you regret every damn pic you took.
What a mole.



I re-enabled the Q&A thing and first thing an anon asks was 5 ways to win your heart...
I think some 30 day challenge thing must be spreading around....
but here goes:

1- punny/witty comments or just dickhead humour actually LOL if you can make me crack up 88% of the time you're in it to win it then.
2- If you can quote Friends/community lines... or we share same taste in tv series
3- MISSY FREAKING HIGGINS
4- food not flowers.... serious.
5- Adree, as of the moment.  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA kidding.
if you appreciate my sense of humour



Love my pop heaps

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How do you even know when its time to stop?


Mia has been very adamant in convincing me why we should live together in the future. LOL. As great as it sounds 79% not doable. I get sick of people too easily so to roomie it up is never a good idea. NOT WHEN SHE'S A PRINCESS HAHAHAHA.

Um. I'm gonna take this opportunity to fess up...
I lost Adrian's grey cardigan which also happens to be my favourite one. I can't remember when I wore it last but it would be absolutely brill if someone can give me hints of whose house it might be at. So sorry babe! ):
Swear, will go shopping the WHOLE day just for YOU if I don't find it <3
I miss wearing it already hahahaahahaha.
One day, your whole wardrobe will be at my house. No joke. Danny agrees. Sostopbeingsuchastripperallthebloodytimeandjusttakeitalloff ;)

It better not rain.... else I'd be very sad............ cos I have no backup plan

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University

Can't start on how tired I am.
Had less than 2 hours sleep but at least I got to chat with KEVINN huhuhu. I also totally forgot about valentinea until he brought it up LOL yes. I am the worst.
Went Uni to get my enrolment done mann... Gwai lo everywhere! Saaaaaaaah aloneeeeeeeeeee. Freaking stuffed my proposal plan-was asked to go to Y4A which turns out to be detached from rest of campus... No joke. Everyone I was like WOAAAH Y4A is all the way on the other side. In the end I trekked it for nothing since the course was only open to 2nd years. Waaaaaaaaaaah!
System went down anyway so gonna go home to do it.... Sigh.  Didn't make any friends except JOSEPH in accounting who was having trouble LOL which doesn't count since we're not doing same course T_______T
Loner for sure.

heyhey

LOL. I have been getting tardy on this againnn.

I've been hiding my undercut under somebody's stupid animal beanie/ muff.
Adrian's been helping me a bit with the puzzzle.
Saw Simone (YAYERS) at Alice's party. Mixed beer and coke to play pong... and I was the only legal one in my team ==
I freaking love Kevin. I can't think of anybody else who's quick on his feet and so damn punny AND manages to make me laugh till my sides hurt.

Oh yeah, happy CNY (:
HAND IT OVER NOWWW.

season 4 of community!!
Was a let down... the jokes were so shallow (not referring to ones in Abed's head) but there wasn't this deeper/darker meaning behind the jokes...  hopefully episode 2 would be better.  WALKING DEAD. Can't wait! Caught up with Supernatural. SAH good. Dean and benny ):  Have a feeling Benny's gonna get himself in trouble, yet again.

I'm not really bothered to upload much pics anymore... probably when I'm more bothered or when I'm actually at home HAHAHA. Parents ranted how I treat home like a hotel HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Need to get my shit together before Wednes.
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Antagonist

Honestly, if you think I'm just going to be around just to provide you some entertainment when you're bored enough to talk to me then no.
I don't mind playing the bad guy who needs to be the one to bring it up and end it. Though you don't really seem to care either way so why should it matter in the first place?
It really ticks me off that when I try to be serious with you and present you my reasoning  you brush it off as a joke. Its little things like that people do which makes me wonder why I even bothered to invest my time and effort to build some kind of bond?
I told you, I really hate not knowing where I stand but I guess you made it pretty clear of your perspective of me.

You should never like a person such as myself because at the end its only you that's going to get hurt. Not me. Eventually you'd understand why I did it and maybe, just maybe you'd see what I saw.

Shaved it off

LOL k. Guise. Its seriously hard to get used to it... I'm gonna be wearing my beanie and scarfhat until it grows out.
This undercut was probably not the bestest idea. Maybe just some time to adjust (hopefully)
Though I do love the brown again. hmm.
Uploaded these as asked. Haven't seem him in months (:




Stay posted for other pics.... if I'm bothered.
Really reconsidering what should and should not be posted from that day onwards.

FannyFridays

Amy's birthday today/yday. Decided to meet up with her early and chill before K and dinner. Nek minnit we're at westfield shopping for her dinner outfit HAHAHAHA. Got the pumps, singlet, jeans & blouse within two hoursss. Pretty much dressed her like a doll myself and got her the gold chain bracelet as the birthday present. Haha ill prepared for birthdays.. though she's thr kind who's hard to pick gifts for. At least I got the honour to choose her outfit of the day. DAS RIGHT BITCHES. Everything tonight she had on! Dinner was average for the price... Never going to BkBd againnn.
Went K afterwards... It was kinda dodgy since they charge by room and not per person now...
Swear, seriously growing bored and out of the loop. Sat next to Bec and we were pretty much doing our own thing. I.e. Spamming M with a butyload of luvos hahahahaha. <3  they even had Brit's old classics and My heart will go on but I was so freaking tired there was no mood for that........ Maybe because my LLs weren't there ): so our song! Haha. My hate for K is here to stay. I'll just accept that I'm not a karaoke person.
Afterwards had a Maccas run haha. My first in years! Hungry jacks hands down.

I really hope what I'm interpreting is wrong... cos if I'm right, well, it'll be really awks. For many reasons! You kept giving that vibe during the arvo that I had to keep avoiding eye contact everytime during dinner which was so freaking often and difficult when we sat a seat apart.
Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase don't let it be what I think it is....